I'm suffering from average vernacular syndrome

The rabbit, works and the carrot.

2011-01-30T22:54:00.006+08:00

It's been a year [T_T ] since my last post and it feels great. It shows you how dedicated I am to blogging. Haha!!

Obviously there's nothing much to write about (or not much time to be honest) once you've devoted your time and effort to the company you work with. But I should stop complaining, because they pay me. And in corporate vocabulary, pay means 'own'. So as long as you're consciously taking the pay, there's nothing much you can do except to receive instruction and EXECUTE (I sometime wonder if this is why they call us executive. EXECUT-ive. Got it?)

Works aside, Chinese New Year is approaching. It's gonna be the year of the rabbit and so here it goes. Happy Chinese New Year to those celebrating it! And hopefully we'll become more diplomatic and calm in dealing with any situation like the rabbit does. And also, exhibit that innocent look of the rabbit everywhere you go and you'll receive love. Those with rabbit teeth will do exceptionally well and accomplish more this year....................just kidding!

Excuse the carrot because it has no zodiac relevancy whatsoever.

When age is NOT just any number.

2010-01-01T11:50:00.010+08:00

It’s the end of the 2009; fortunately it’s not yet the end of the world (God-willing). New Year is here but there’s nothing new about New Year when we talk about growing old. Scrap that, I mean, growing up.

Unlike the good charm 2010 may offer, there’s nothing charming about being another year older. The future seems to offer dread, emotional stress and blissful denial to every living human being in his/her early-twenties. That is, of course, if you are the sort to freak out about being another year older, like I am.

Sure, I – in my early twenties am a little too young to be worrying about wrinkles (though an unsettling amount of people have tried to convince me "Awak nampak muda".) I believe that for a lot of us, it is not the growing old that we fear, but growing up.

Growing up is definitely not fun when it comes to being an adult especially being a responsible one. Of course, becoming a selfish adult would be the preferred choice to many when our time and wealth are not obligatory bound to other people (i.e. parents, spouse & family). That way, every possible personal desire such as luxury cars, high rise condos, ridiculously expensive gadgets and excessive overseas trips can be simply realized without sense of guilt of running away from increasing commitments as we grow older year by year. But in reality, whether we like it or not, we are defined as adults by our age, which increases over time. And by adults, I mean the responsible ones. As we speak, we’re aging and adulthood is something that we certainly can’t avoid.

Accepting adulthood means accepting responsibility and commitments. The question is, when is the time you know you’ve become an adult? I’m pretty sure girls my age and women alike can answer that with less hesitation (because they somehow had become so serious, grumpy & matured at very early age, some even acting like my mom back in primary school - Don’t smack me ), but to guys, really, when is the right time that we should consider ourselves adults? Is it when we hit puberty or when we turned 18? (which is the lawful age you are allowed access to almost everything in this country) or is it soon after we got married? I don’t know, and quite possibly you don’t as well. Or is becoming an adult something that we can decide on? If it is, when is the right time then?

People would say, “So what if you’ve become an adult? Not a big deal.” Probably, it is not. But it all depends on values in our society in general, family to be exact. Worse (or better), if your family has, how should I put this, emm, conservative, values? Anyway, because of these values, whether we like it or not, we are judged by how well we perform as adults by, say, our financial management skills, our career climb, our ability to provide for the family, and our ability to make sensible decision. In other words, to be a successful adult, we need to have some amount of wisdom. Unfortunately, wisdom, like bank accounts, doesn’t automatically increase with age. Well, growing up doesn’t sound that appealing does it?

Simply put, our age increases each year, which also raises others’ expectations towards our maturity, but our inner self may still be young, clueless, and really just wants to play PS2 all day.

Our parents, teachers, senior staffs, aunts & uncles are showing by example that being a grown-up means you have to be practical, stop being silly, cover your own ass, be nice to people you like or you don’t like, and make money like mad “because you’ve got no-choice”. But all those attributes are exactly what give people like me the impression that growing up is a troublesome and unpleasant process. Knowing one after another of your peers getting married and settling down in their early twenties doesn’t help either to reduce the stress of not doing the same – Yup, “You should be getting married because most of you peers already did” is the unwritten law usually observed by most of our parents and close relatives = our society in general. Demmit!

I can still remember back then, when I was in primary school, when the pressure was much less, the laughter was abundant, and the only things to worry about were to get your homework done and to apply wet chalk all over your shoes so they would appear bright white. Funnily, I remember myself dying to grow up when I was younger. Back then, being an adult meant being free and independent. I would no longer be subject to school uniforms, nor my teacher’s cane. I would be able to decide on my own bed time, the television programme that I can watch, the subjects that I study, and the time I want to come home. When you’re young, you just can’t wait to grow older; adulthood would surely save you from endless tuition lessons, sekolah agama evening session, the many reprimands that seem to spring up from all sides, and other traumatic episodes a child has to go through – from infancy to teenhood and adolescence – compliments from parents, teachers, hurtful friends and the like. Then you start growing up and feel the real pressure of life. Suddenly, you just want to be a kid again. By that time, you will realize you’re almost 40. That would be pretty messed up.

Sure, a lot of things are simpler when you’re a kid. However, kids are also mostly bewildered at the life already decided for them, laden with all subjects’ tuition, and suffocated by the amount of rules they have to follow “Because I Said So”.

So, how did our reactions to adulthood change from yeay to yikes? Perhaps it is because we romanticize our younger days by the pressure we face, and childhood seems wonderful because we had so much less to deal with. We may laugh at those silly little concerns, like SPM, and bullies, but they were really, truly huge issues at the time. Similarly, when we are older (and hopefully wiser) we may also laugh at what trouble us today. And we could laugh because we have moved on, and not because we held on.

Growing up is not that bad, once we realize that we do not have to be the adult we see, nor the adult we are raised to be. After all what fun is being an adult if we can’t make a bit of our own rules?

p/s: It would be nice if I could have a collection of Mutiara Naga comic series (from 1-42) for my birthday this year (am not a beggar). Fhm2 je la klw dh terbace nih...x mahal. Setakat RM 100 lebih, klw ade 10 org, bru sorg 10 hengget.

Kosong.

2009-09-24T02:27:00.005+08:00

For the sake of updating,

Inspire me somebody...

God Damn Zionist

2008-12-30T21:27:00.013+08:00

It was again a terrible time for Gaz a.

It has been 6 decades and the cursed Zionist (read Israelis/Jews) won't stop from doing what they do best; Killing human race except of their own. It's no longer a secret that this sick and old 'I am holier than thou' dogma plays a major part in shaping the mind of those Israelis and thus leads to this unfortunate events. This belief is manifested into daily words and habits and thus the use of the word 'gentiles' has become common among the Jews and they are not ashame to say it to the Chrisitans and Moslems. And old habits die hard. The way Jews treat the Palestinians came as no surprise. But the forefathers of this so-called selected ppl argued tht everything they did; from the act of terror, to the closing of the borders; was merely to protect themselves.

I ask them; from what?

For giving up 80% of their land to allow Jew settlements, Palestinians were killed last night.

For having to endure over 60 years of pains and sufferings from the Zionist, Palestinians were denied from having access to tertiary education, denied from establishing regular prayers when they torn down the university and the mosque in the recent attack.

Sape yg kne protect skg nih?? Klw nk bunuh, bunuh je la askar2 hamas. Jgn la bunuh mak org, anak org. Dasar Yahudi Laknat!!

While we come to common term that it was Hamas who called off the gencatan senjata, and Israelis have all the right to call for retaliation, then again the degree of the counterattack can't be tolerated at any rate. How can you call tht a fair fight?

But to be honest, I don't blame Hamas for having launched the first attack. What do you expect? They are being oppressed and oppressed ppl obviously will be induced to such act.

If you don't agree with me, fine. But let's just set the record straight.

The price that Palestinians have to pay for solving the Jew problems in Europe 6 decades ago is by sacrificing their daughters, sons, mothers, grandmothers so that there'll be enough room for Jews to come into Palestine. There I said it. How does that sound to you? It's pretty messed up right?

And they (the Jews), these little community, keep coming back saying all they wanted to do is to protect themselves.

Now u see the problem with this Zionist? And all the Jews are wondering why the whole world is against them. Duh!

p/s: It was once said that Zionist will never get a piece of land that they can surely call "It's ours" until it is the last hours. Let's just wait and see....

http://www.palestinkini.info/

It's not Paranormal

2008-12-21T22:09:00.012+08:00

The worldwide economic slump that is. It's official. The recession is here to stay...

It took me several months to figure this out, despite the countless news reports that have been circulating around the net, repeatedly broadcast on the telly and posted in the local press. And this global panic has been around since my concluding days back in UTP, but it didn't grab my attention then, partly because of the monthly allowance from my dearest sponsor (thanks PET for that), which by the way had paid for my extravagant expenses. For that reason, no surprise, it didn't affect me....at all.

But it was not until now that I realize I'm increasingly affected by this whole stuff.

Sure, the remaining bonded students are expecting the structured interview to be conducted in January, as informed. But I guess, judging from the situation that we're in now, people are getting worried. All over, people are telling me that they expect job placement in PET would be tough. And I'm telling you, it would.

It took me a great deal of work to dig into this whole thing; Already, PET is transfering ppl from upstream activites, which hold excessive staffs now, to the downstream operations, which to date, offer significant number of job placement. In other words, recruiting new talent isn't their main focus as far as the mngmnt is concerned. It looks like chances are slim to secure the post as an entry level engineer even. Plus with all the petchem plants that had suspended their production, it all adds to the sense of 'aih....'

I was even told by certain someone that they even restructured the performance evaluation among the staffs, again. They are going to rate 10% of the workers, which is a huge increase from previous one, as underperformed who will consequently be, you know, fired, if the staffs are not improving! Sounds like they want to reduce ppl in a very polite way..

And that is just the beginning. Should I remind you that I'm not speculating here ye. So, just cross your fingers and hope for the best. No one should be blamed for this. You know, like what they say, Shit happens. But if you're desperately seeking someone to be held responsible over the whole situation, you can just put the biggest blame on Bush and his greedy bankers. If you're wondering why, go figurelah.

Yes this great slump isn't something that we consider as paranormal, since we all know what happened, and it's not even mystical in nature, how the whole world has got into this big mess.

But there's one thing that is and forever will be classified as paranormal;

Alien.

I'm talking about aliens as in aliens from outer space. Not the aliens as in refugees or illegal immigrants ye.

We are normally being fed by aliens stories and fictions that give the impression they are indeed intelligent and wise being. Some are vicious and some are diplomatic in nature. But no one knows this;

Aliens are indecisive.

X percaye? Now imagine an alien came over the earth from nowhere. It met some humans and told them that it came to destroy earth since the alien's so-called intelligence dictated that human beings must be killed to restore earth to its initial state. And so the alien started to destroy the earth and already killing millions of ppl. The alien was half-way destroying the entire world when suddenly it decided to stop. All because the alien was made realized, by a 5-minute chit-chat with a professor it met days ago at some countryside residence, that it had wrongly judged human being. The end. That's pretty much it. What do you think if this is made into a film? I guess you must have guessed it right by now. Huhu..

It'll become The Day the Earth Stood Still

Movie yg plg x berbaloi aku tgk this year (<---pulangkan blk duit aku cess!!). Cter Bdk Kelantan pn lg bes. Seriously. Imagine, at first you kill ppl then you destroy buildings and all, and at one time you want to stop. Simply because you thought you made the wrong decision. wtf! It's like M'sia going to war against Singapore and killed all the innocent citizens there, while half way crushing S'pore, M'sia decided to stop since the govt just realized that the country that M'sia should fight against in the first place was Indonesia. Haha!! Kn cm bodo sgt. You killed the wrong people for the wrong reason. Aih...rugi RM 10 hengget aku.

Shoes with flying ability

2008-12-15T21:06:00.010+08:00

Demit..

How I wish those shoes were equipped with state-of-the-art misile navigation system so they would've landed on target!

Demit!!!!

And so I guess this is goodbye...

2008-11-29T06:59:00.008+08:00

All good things must come to an end and so must our great journey.

As we travel on through life, whatever be our goal, keep our eyes upon the donut and not upon the hole. Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal and needless to say goal is independent of size ranging from a branded wrist watch to a successful career.

Regardless, sooner or later we all will discover that the important moments in life are not the advertised ones, not the birthdays, the graduations, the weddings, not the great goals achieved. The real milestones are less prepossessing. They come to the door of memory unannounced, like stray dogs that amble in, sniff around a bit and simply never leave. Our lives are measured by these.

Thanks guys for the memories -sweet or painful-, for all the assignments and the quizzes utk tiru2. I am thankful for the empty gas tank to fill after every outing because it means I have been surrounded by friends. I'll treasure this short-but-meaningful friendship.

Personally to me, having friends like you guys is like pissing in my pants. Everyone can see it but only me can feel its warmth.

This goes to all January 04 batchmates too and to those who have been cheering up my undergraduate life for the past 5 wonderful (and struggling, of course) years. Housemates 2005-2007 & Housemates 2008 krg mmg rawk!!!

Sorry if I have been a jerk, a bad influence or a lame batchmate to you. Forgive me for my bad words, for being a terrible listener, for bringing such annoyance to the table, for being a troublemaker and in case if I had appeared to be so smug in any event.

Goodbyes are not forever though. Goodbyes are not the end. They simply means "I'll miss you" until we meet again. Heh.

Farewell ! God knows when we shall meet again eh?

p/s: Where's the "good" in goodbye anyway?

Of Random Things and Events

2008-10-23T17:16:00.011+08:00

I was under constant pressure from some friends of mine, Hanip with the support of Jamil, when they insisted that I post an update entry on anything. And so I shall start with one thing;

Luck.

These past few days had been nothing but stressful...or eventful as ppl like to call it. I was extremely bz. And like any other bz person, I rushed things up to make sure I meet all those datelines. Last week especially, had been really demanding.

It is a common thought that when you rush things up, you tend to become reckless and eventually you make mistakes.

But that was not the case for me for the past few weeks.

First of, my Experimental work was surprisingly shortlisted to be in some design competition kt UTP nih. Gilo! That had kept me wondering all night how it was made possible. Seriously, regardless of what people think, I really feel I don't deserve to be nominated in the first place looking at how 'malas' I was to even tabulate the exp results. Nk siapkn poster, lg laa malas! I was definitely kelam kabut gle that week... plus with two tests, assignments and all...I was totaly in a mess.

To make things more bizarre, despite all these last minute works, my project was awarded gold. Haha..

If that was not 'Lucky', I don't know what was.

I don't know if it's 'bahasa-ly' correct, but I like to describe the whole thing mcm "Sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga"...but in a good way hehe.

By the way, judging merely from the effort that all FYP students had put into their projects, I really think the effort alone should be enough for all of us to be justified with some gold medals...X perlu la nk masuk2 pertandingan2 nih...Satu taun kot deal dgn project2 ni smer...

Whatever it is, just wanna thank Chai & SV terbaeekkk for they were the one who assisted me during the whole challenging course (Chai and I apparently share the same exp setup) and of course tq to everyone yg terlibat secara langsung atau tidak (ayat stended)

Moving on to another story, what started as a mockery between me and my roomate, had turned into a very tragic or rather cynical episode for me.

My roomie and I used to make fun and look down on this one company for having its employees leaving the place after the first few years of their employment. Thanks to the nature of work at this company that literally keeps them stressed from head to toe. (Utk dak meki, imagine you've got so many small arrows pointing inward and outward all over ur body all day long. That's how painful it is. Mcm arrow yg Pasricha ajar tu..kecik2 tp bnyk gilos.)

Then this week, with no proper preparation (despite how prepared I appeared to be to some ppl, trust me I was not!), I went for a job interview of that company just as a gesture of mockery. Say whatever you want but that was my initial intention of that whole interview. But as the interview progressed, I started to think I could have a future with this company... hmmm. Ironis gilos!

Again, with the help of Luck (I know, it was the help from God Al-Mighty all along), I managed to get through one stage after another...So I have a mixed feeling at the moment...Aku kompiusss!! Mcm incident ni backfire aku blk...aih...

It's funny how ironic life can be sometimes. I'm sure there were a lot of candidates at that time who had worked really hard and waited forever for this job interview but failed at one point. Unlike these people, a person like me who knew nothing about the company then, is just too lucky to be true huhuhu...Life is unfair huh?

You may call it rezeki, or maybe some might think "this has got to be some Istidraj of some sort" (<-- Hopefully not!! bala2) But I would rather call it luck. Dlm bahasa pasarnye, "Nasib je!!"

Ape-ape pun, sape2 yg dpt go through to the next round, congrats and gudluck to those yg bru nk g interview. All the best!!

I know we all had heard this shit countless of time before, but I need to stress this: Just be yourself. Sure, you have to impress other ppl during a job interview but don't do it to the extent that you have to make up something about you that isn't true...the people who's gonna interview us is not just some dumb people who we can play around with..and it's just not cool utk mereka-reka cerita palsu psl diri sendiri..

To sum it all up, klw rezeki kte tade kt satu tmpt ni, mungkin ade kt tmpt lain. Setiap org dilahirkan kt muke bumi ni dah ade peruntukan rezeki masing masing...that is selagi kte percaye Qada Qadar.

p/s: Harap Hanip and Jamil puas dgn post nih...Muahaha!! (Bdk2 nih dh bkak blog jugak...xde keja agaknye dak2 UTP nih hahaha!!)

Mak Moon has safely delivered her baby. Hooray!

2008-10-01T00:10:00.014+08:00

Triumph in the war against lust during the last Ramadhan; It is an obvious cause for anyone who call himself a moslem to celebrate tomorrow.

It's Hari Raya! Yahooooooo!!

The festivity of Hari Raya is overly encouraged that Islam forbids any practicing follower from fasting on the 1st day of Raya just to make certain the participation of all in the celebration. Enjoy the celebration and nothing less.

And I will do just that. Hehehe

Okay mcm biase, aku nak mintak maap, mintak halalkan makan minum, hutang-piutang, tersalah usik, tersalah kate, tersalah fikir dan tersalah anggap to

Mak, Abah
Cikgu, Lecturer2, Ustaz dan Usatazah
Adik-beradik
Nenek Labu, Wan Ampangan,
Pakcik, Makcik
Sepupu, Dua Pupu
Warriors 9903
UTPians especially Jan04 comrades
Smer kenalan rapat/suke2
Have I left anyone out?

And most importantly, to all my sedare mare, pakcik makcik, cousin2 dan sebagainye:

Just to clear things up, I am still, without the slightest doubt, a legitimate PELAJAR...Hehe..

So harap2 x kompius. The last time you saw me in PET uniform or some office attire of some sort was during my internship period. Saye belum grad dan x kerja lagi. Tgk muke nih ha...muke student lg huhu...innocent dan naive.

So I would like to humbly request for my name to be put back in the Ang-Pow list ye....Muahahaha!!!!<---Aku memang muke x malu of the highest order..ahhh x kire!

SELAMAT HARI RAYE SEMUAAAA!!!

p/s: I'm struggling to clear my inbox to make room for incoming Hari Raye sms'es. Apparently I'm using cheap h/p without memory card whatsoever making replying sms'es a bit time consuming and incredibly slowww. I may not reply on the dot and you might get the wrong idea thinking of me being so smug. Please don't. (;

16 September was Yesterday

2008-09-17T00:09:00.007+08:00

The date that was so frequently talked about, has now passed. And I'm so pissed off because of it. Tell me who's not. The long awaited event had not been materialized after so many students had come down all the way from their rooms to the hall. Yes people, I'm talking about Final Year Graduation Briefing that should've gone off this afternoon. Aih....kecewa. Last time, the briefing for Petronas interview was also postponed at the very last minutes. Kesian to those who have other commitments like FYP and stuffs that they had to call them off just to make way for the briefing....

Anyway, speaking of a completely different subject that has no significant relation to the topic, I can't help myself from getting anxious about the whole tukar-kerajaan buzz. I don't care if DSAI managed to pull it off and form the gov't soon, or whenever, as long as he doesn't go messing with Tun M. Simply because I still want to have my graduation scroll handed over by our chancellor!!! Aih..(-_-;)

I find that a little bit selfish of me...but who cares? Everyone thinks highly of him and so do I.

Semoga Tun M panjang umur & sihat selalu. Amin...

Luahan Perasaan x puas hati kt blog? Yup I do it at times. Mostly when I feel like to.

2008-09-04T15:37:00.004+08:00

These posts are some of them. But never have I thought to use my blog to bitch around (Sorry, couldn't find appropriate synonyms for 'bitching' heh!) just to make myself happy like what this one fella did. So nak dijadikan cerita, I don't know how, but I suddenly came across a friend's blog. And I managed to read some of his posts. I enjoyed it until I came upon a post which made me somehow fuming.

(From this point onwards, I will refer this guy with 'His/He/Dia' in red colour mmkay)

Long story cut short, that entire post was about how he was pissed off because of my attitude towards this one incident. (Gladly, he didn't mention my name, as expected from any-luahan-perasaan-x-puas-hati-pnye post)

The incident was like this. It was the 1st day of Ramadhan and we (7+ ppl) went to the bazar Ramadhan dekat Bandar U. I left my kunci kereta dkt bilik. And so I tumpang his car. Bawak 2 kereta (His and Sapu's).

Sampai sane, we separated and beli makanan masing2...

After everything was settled, they went back to the car except for me who was still queuing to buy some food. And they waited long enough. And then Sapu called me when I was still waiting for my seemed-delicious-Kebab Daging. So I had to go back and canceled my order.

I rushed to the lot where they parked the cars ( somewhat disappointed because no kebab for that day!) and I saw Sapu's car, and his car.

Supposedly, I should've ridden on his car, but looking from the way the car was ready to speed back to the campus mcm roket nak berlepas (mcm x saba nak balik tu), I decided to ride on Sapu's car instead.

As soon as we got back to the campus, turun je daripada kereta Sapu, I headed straight to his car because apparently I left my student card there. Bile amik student card tu, this fella pun got out of his driving seat and unexpectedly feared me away with his furious question:

"Ko g mane td?!!", he fumingly enquired.

Aku yg terkejut nih langsung aa jd x okay. Frankly speaking, I saw this one coming from him. But NOT in an ENRAGING way!

Elok2 aku nak ckp sorry langsung aku reply balik dgn nada sinis + marah:

"Kalau ko nk balik awal sgt td, balik la dulu. Aku bole je naik sapu" <----This is the part where he was pissed off about.

And because of my enraging reply, he got very angry and thus luah perasaan kt blog la kn.

Haha..hello, ingat kamu je ke yang pissed off?

Nak ikut kan rase marah, sumeorang yg g Bazar hr tu marah. Mcm pergi menunaikan haji rasenye.

Berhimpit-himpit
tolak menolak
kaki kena pijak
beratur panjang + lameeeeee
tambah penat lagi

Dahla aku sampai satu gerai air nih nk beli soya bean (sbb nmpk air kaler putih) kne beratur panjang + lameeeee giler!! Alih2 sampai depan, tgk2 bukan air soya bean. Dekat label tupperwear tu tulis "Air Honey Dew" rupenye. Ya Allah, panas hati la aku waktu tu. Cume bulan puase kn, so x dizahirkan marah waktu tu. Sabar.

Last2, considering that I would be late, I went ahead to buy that honey dew. (Kempunan x pat soya bean~)

Pastu bile tgh bli kebab, Sapu called and I had to cancel the order and rushed back to the car. I never noticed his calls except for Sapu's. Klw die miscall je, memang x kan perasan la.

Kempunan lagi sekali x pat bli kebab.

So nk ikut rasa marah, sumer org pn marah. The other fellas who followed that day didn't get what they were craving for as well. So, basically, everyone pn marah.

But it's not A BIG of a DEAL for us, at least for me!!

I thought the whole thing was nothing less than a messy outing. I really thought it was not a big deal then. Seriously, on our way back to UTP, Sapu, Jedi, Meji and I even MADE FUN of the WHOLE situation.

We laughed berdekah-dekah on how the crowd was so fucking slow when they walked along the row of the stalls.
We laughed on how the Bazar was so ridiculously terrible at having variety of food selection
They laughed at me for having to wait forever just to figure out that the drink I was about to buy was not the drink I was looking for.
We laughed basically on everything that had gotten us into that somewhat dreadful situation all the way back to UTP

Sme dlm kete sapu hr tu happy on the way back walaupun ade rase marah sket psl x pat bli makanan idaman.

Then suddenly came this guy throwing his-not-so-pleasant-tone-question to me.

And he wondered why I replied with such awful remarks?

Haha. Dah orang tetibe nk marah, aku reply nada marah gak aa. Sape suruh

And he expected me to say 'Sorry' after that kind of tone? What? Did he think I owe myself to him?

In his post he said he was furious because waktu berbuka da nk dekat. So die marah sbb aku lambat so melambatkan die utk berbuke puase.

Duh! Habis tu, ingat aku ni x nak berbuke awal jgak ke? Ingat aku saje-saje lepak-lepak kt Bazar tu borak-borak dgn PakCik Kebab tanye "Bisnes okay PakCik?" ke? Ingat aku saje jalan-jalan kt Bazar tu nak cari kenalan baru bdak-bdak UiTM so boleh add kt facebook ke?

Ingat aku xde niat nk bukak awal jgak ke?

Silap la. Patutnye hr tu aku bawak keta sendre.

Ye la, ble menumpang ni dikatekan menyusahkan org lain (walaupun tade niat). And he said

"..Bukan la aku nk ngunkit die nek kete aku ke ape.."

Seriously mate, the whole post you have there on ur blog is about mengungkit. Kalau serius die x kisah tumpangkan aku, tade nye nak tunjuk mcm "Dah lambat gile nih". Kereta tu mcm roket nak berlepas. Da ready kt bibir simpang tu nak pecut balik nih! Vroom! vroom!

Kalau ikhlas, he won't have to raise his voice nk tnye aku asl lambat. Tanye cam biase sudey. Ni gaya bertanye tu seolah-olah aku hutang segala masa die yg terbuang sbb tunggu aku. Seolah-olah "kne bayar gantirugi masa die yg terbuang tggu aku nih. Klw nk tumpang buat care tumpang!" Seolah-olah I owe everything to him because I happened to tumpang him that day.

Mcm x ikhlas la kn. If that's not mengungkit, I don't know what is.

"Seolah-olah" ye. No exaggeration. Hehe..

Nih last2. In that post, he added:

"Bukan la aku nk ngunkit die nek kete aku ke ape, kete die pon lagi gempak drpd kete aku, tp sbb aku marah so aku tanye la die. Xkn tanye pon xleh kot?"

Boleh...Boleh tanye. Tadehal. Ble aku naik keta Sapu tu, die pn tanye bnde yg same gak. Tp aku xde emo2 pun. Sbb die tnye care rilek. He didn't confront me as if I owe everything to him? Get what I mean? Xdela. Maksud aku die xdela tanye marah-marah mcm:

"Nih asal lambat nih!!! Tak reti bahasa ke!! Orang nak bukak puase ni tau x!! Lambat sial!!! Menyusahkan je!!!!"

"Mcm" ye. No exaggeration. Hehe...

Anyhoo, sumer bende ni tade pape sebenarnye.

Like what he mentioned:

"Tp besela dlm berkawan, mesti ade masenye akan berkonflik, aku x kate aku selalu betol, tp for this one time aku sgt kecewa ngan attitude die nih. tp stakat tu jela, x dendam pon, cume next time kene lebey beringat. Mamat nih biasenye ok jer, kitorang kawan da lame, had a lot of fun together, mebe skali nih aku terase ngan perbuatan die."

Kesimpulannye, I don't give a crap about the whole situation until I stumbled upon his post tu la. Saje je aku post entry nih. Saje nk reply post die psl bnde nih. Kasik bakar sket!! Muahahaha!

Aku pn x dendam. Sekadar meluah perasaan <---euuwwww!!

p/s: Klaka kot this whole entry. Silly argument over Bazar Ramadhan? What a loser I am!!

Sbab ade orang sponsor $20

2008-08-05T02:46:00.005+08:00

barula aku x berat hati nk pergi. Tapi memang aku secara metafora terbaring atas katil hospital tanpa kudrat dan bergantung harap kepada life support unit yang membantu jantung aku untuk terus berdenyut lemah.

Dengan harapan aku dapat bertahan sampai hjung minggu ni...

Skoler tak masuk lagi aduh sakit perut x makan lagi~ (Tak pernah PET lambat macam nih aih...).

Kepada penderma berhati mulia, terima kasih. Aku harap RM20 tu ko sedekah dan bukan pinjamkan kt aku. (Penuh harapan nih.)

so jom BBQ buat kali terakhirnya. (Utk bulan ni la.Maybe after final ade lg...private pnye hehehe)

Mata aimasho

Yup, there were times you wish you should've just flipped them off

2008-08-04T01:27:00.005+08:00

with your middle finger, but thought they were just not worth it then. It can be very upsetting when you've been misunderstood for the wrong reason.

Just when you think they're cool and stuffs, they turn out to be the exact opposite.

People are awfully quick to judge...aih.

Maybe it's because I like to judge people too all this while. Karma really got me this time.

Well, that's fair I guess.

It's fine to be a jerk once in a while. But when you are 22, it's time to move on and embrace adult behaviour as people like to call it. It suits ur age and ur hairy parts wherever they are underneath ur clothes..

Grow up as how our janggut and misai do.

So, be chill people. Don't be a jerk. Stop making fudge about other people.

p/s: Sekadar meminjam tagline Papa C.J,

"I can screw you in more ways than you can count"

though I'm not from the land of the Kamasutra =)

Kau orang tidak cool. Boo!

Anwar's latest sodomy case is a shocker

2008-07-07T01:05:00.019+08:00

but nothing is more shocking than the news I've just received. I was told to leave for UTP earlier than I anticipated all down to my Final Year Project. Blurghhhh! I cannot heave a sigh more...

Last time I checked, there have not been a single semester of my undergraduate studies in which I spent the entire semester break completely at home! Bole jd gile!

It's happening again. This time, the effect is thousand times worse than the previous ones.

During these remaining days at home, everytime I think of my FYP, suddenly I find all the lame channels in astro like Asian Food Channel, TVIQ, Disney Playhouse, etc are so engaging and entertaining Hahaha! (to show you guys how boring my FYP is...aih..)

Once I'm in the campus, there's no way I'm going back home for there won't be any spare time especially during the final semester. I can foresee how miserable life could be in the coming months....Hmm...

Kejap.

This is not what I intended to say in the first place.

As a response to saudara Man and saudari Aishah (thanks to both of you guys for being frequent visitors by the way (; <---Ye ke frequent? Hehe), I have to come up with an update.

First of, I have been traveling with my childhood fellas (emer, arul, cepek, arin) to few places as part of rancangan menghabiskan duit (and indeed this month I'm financially broke, and emotionally broke too-mainly due to FYP) for the past one month.

Then, I have too...aa...tak tau la nak update ape sbnrnye...

If I were to blog on current politic scenes, I'm not chedet and therefore I'll pass. I could talk on Euro 08 but it had long been concluded (and I'm not Shebby) and so I'll pass. I can talk rubbish (and that's what you're reading right now XD) but that would degrade the reputation of this blog, and therefore finally, I've decided to do something that I should have done long before this entry.

I owe Sedari Ain Nadia a big reply-post lebey kuang hehehe..She tagged me before and it took me .................emm.....like......2 months or so (die tag aku May 19...hr ni July 19..:P) to respond heh! Sori la ain, tak pernah buat tag2 nih. Bnyk amik mase nk belajar. Nih baru faham camne nk buat. (i know, agak2 aa alasan kn. kill me..)

But before anything, I have to applaud her for having a great deal of determination, patience and passion to keep her blog updated so frequent like it's nobody's business! Dewi! Dewi! (akin to Dewa! Dewa! ; sambil buat aksi sembah separuh tangan) <---kne la bodek..

Okeh.

Jom jalankan tanggungjawab tag anda.

It's the 7s..

Facts about me.
Can I just sum it all up by the way? You do the numbering. Hmm..okeh, me. I don't know about other ppl around me, but I personally would like to believe that I'm average on all sides. I mean, I'm akin to what Americans have with their 'average Joes'. I can be extremely peramah to the extent that I become annoying to some ppl. Especially to those who refuse to be in close proximity (by the way if I have bad breath just tell me straight to my face mmkaay?). So please advise whenever necessary (when I start to annoy you guys when I'm out there lah okay?) I can become selfish depending on situation so don't be my friend. Go away. Main jauh jauh. To masuk syurga is of course everybody's dream and it's a hell of a job I can say that. Staying in a circle of good people can certainly be a lot of help! So friends, help me become a better person I beg you. There's a lot more I can describe about myself but out of fear of seeing the ugly side of me from the outsiders POV, I leave the rest for you to add...in your own words but keep them to yourself thank you.

Valuable things for me.

Can ppl be considered as 'things' in this case? Nevermind, let's list the things i see as valuable. Hmm...my mobile phone, laptop, desktop, mp3 walkman, wrist watch, aku pnye JanSport bag (I know, nmpk skema when I bring it all around) sneakers, Darth Vader mask complete set, okeh cukup 7. Wait, just for the record, klw 'things' termasuk orang, they would obviously be my family, friends and family. And friends too...and family of course. And yeah, including my extended family...Korang smer ade harga di sisi aku!!!!

Enjoyable things for me.

Laa...malasnye nk jwb soklan nih. Emm..Sufficient for me to say anything that I achieve pleasure out of it (Lain mcm je bunyi...shoot! Haha! Please, help yourself not to be mislead! Haha..) I mean they can be anything or any activity that you do then you get pleasure out of doing it. Got it? Nevermind. Forget it. (Psst..Having said that, u know, a married couple can answer this far better than any of us. hehe ...XD)

First time in my life

Is this question legitimate by the way? Which 'first time' part of my life should I reveal here? Should they be the lawful ones or should I include all the 'first time' that were seen as non ethical by many? There were so many 'first time' moments in my life. I don't know which weighs more than the others. Is this question a trick? This is my first time to come across such a question. I choose not to answer. Anyway, the first time I took my own crap without any adult supervision is when I was 4...maybe younger. Or was it? I cannot get a hold of the memories whatsoever of my childhood life at 3 yrs old and below. My brain is weak..

Things that make me sad

Seeing dead people (or witnessing people slowly dying) <---more to scary rather than sad eh? Insaf2. To see people/member takde duit nak makan. I will be sad when I am left out from the crowd. Sad to see the Palestinians' sufferings. But honestly, it's difficult for me to be sad. Great things happen now and then. I'm a happy guy (so far) They say life's too short to be wasted on sad things.

Habis!! Yes! Haha..Langsai jgak utang. Oh.. I wish not to tag anyone. (Wish to tag all names yg ade kt 'bloggers list' tp aku fhm 'rajin' is not their best friend + fyp + intern and stuffs, so.....okeh..)

p/s: This is not a post on Malaysia's politic. Tajuk hanye hiasan semata-mata. Sori..

Einstein hadn't studied Gossip.

2008-06-04T01:07:00.008+08:00

The notions E, m and c in the famous equation E=mc2, made popular by the also famous Einstein, bring different definitions and meanings. c2 in the equation is actually a factor to convert units of mass, m into units of energy, E. Alone, the notion c is actually the speed of light in vacuum.

I'm not a physician

So, I'm not going to enlighten you with this knotty theory which frankly-up to this day- keep me puzzling. On the surface, yes I do understand, but to really (I'm stressing REALLY) comprehend what did Einstein mean by those 3 letters is another inexplicable story.

But let us talk about c. Has a value of 299,792,458 m/s, this alphabet has gained its reputation when no object in this world (and quite possibly no object in existence) can move with that kind of speed. That's the general view as far as all big hair scientists are concerned.

But lately, I found one thing to differ from this.

One thing that exists in much disagreement with the fact-no object travels faster than the speed of light.

One thing that is pretty much exposed to us all.

Gossip.

Not only it travels faster than the sunlight, remarkably enough it can move in circular motion too. Thus, the word circulate. Some people opt other words. Spread, go around, et cetera.

To some extent, it can cause you harm as much as the sunlight would.

Of lately, I've been harmed by Gossip. I'm not hurt. I'm laughing my ass off. I'm entertained. It just did me harm in the form of abundant attention and unnecessary interest.

Oh, these days, guys like to gossip as fairly as girls do. Guys however are less affected by gossip. As long as it doesn't breed 'umpatan' which finally will culminate into Fitnah. Oh, have you guys seen the film Fitna? That film sucks big time. You know, it's easy to take some pictures and versus and try to make people think they have connection to religion. That was what that stupid Wilderwhateverhisnameis trying to do. Ignorant people. Okay, da kluar tajuk.

Gossip will always be around. As long as it tickles the interests of the interested people who feels the subject is interesting enough to be gossip-ing about. What defines gossip anyway? Is saying good about oneself considered as gossip? Again, how do you define good? If I'm saying "She's filthy rich and spoiled" would it be considered as gossip? Because by my standard, being rich and spoiled is a good thing. At least for me lah hehehe (I'm not rich nor spoiled thanks!)

I mean when you're rich, and and your family spoils (translated as "provides") you with enough financial, material, or emotional support, you are actually in a good position to become a better person right? (Provided that all the supports are justified for your own use, and how you manipulate them for your own betterment lah of course).

Anyway, by whichever standard you use to define gossip, one thing for sure, Einstein had not considered Gossip when he was developing out the mass-energy equivalence theory for if he had, the equation would have appeared more or less like E=mGossip2. Gossip, does travel faster than the speed of light.

Indeed, Einstein hadn't studied Gossip.

p/s: Aku mangsa gossip. ('. ' )?

Karpal Singh Oh Karpal Singh!

2008-05-08T20:19:00.016+08:00

I know I had mentioned not to expect any new post anytime soon, but whatever it is, I have to write this. I just have to.

Karpal oh Karpal. I don't know why he just had to go over the borderline. Why oh why? Tell me you did not belittle the Sultan of Perak and The Agong on purpose. Seriously, because if you did, I'm sure my people, in no time, will label you with names you might not want to hear.

Sure, I agreed when he commented "We are not living in the Feudal Era" but with all due respect we're still LIVING IN MALAYSIA. We're still living in a country where King and Sultans are being upheld as the highest authority. We're still living in a country where King and Sultans are respected and seen as sacred by many.

Culturally, my people are attached to them more than they are to any prominent political leader in this country. I don't know about Karpal, but personally, I'm willing to stand behind the Agong more than any of the leader despite the fact that I have never met or talked to the Agong directly. I'm sorry for Karpal if he feels otherwise.

Looking back to the history, this country was founded on the strength of the institution of the Sultans. Our founding fathers especially the late Tunku Abdul Rahman fought hard to ensure that the right and the power of the Sultans were not challenged before we gained independence. The only reason for Dato' Onn Jaffar and other Malay nationalist opposed the formation of Malayan Union was to safeguard the positions of the Sultans. At that time our founding fathers knew that when the position of the Sultans was being threatened, the custom and the religion of Malaya would be undermined as well. And in case we don't remember, vast majority of Malays were against the evil tactics employed by Mac Michael in dealing with Sultans. If all of these were not signs of how the people defended their Sultans, I don't know what were. And then suddenly came this guy named Karpal Singh who obviously does not give a thought on how much our founding fathers had struggled to protect the institution of the Sultans by arrogantly belittled our Sultan and of course The Agong.

I'm pretty mad to hear nasty reports on how some individuals demeaned our Sultans especially when it comes to Agong. It shows how these individuals have not become accustomed to the tradition and culture of this nation despite all the years they spent living in this nation. So it is quite ironic when the same individuals claim they are good nationalists of this Constitutional Monarchy nation when they actually have little idea (not to mention, little respect too) how influential Agong and Sultans are among many of the people.

As the Malay saying goes :

"..Terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata badan binasa.."

Yes indeed he is responsible for his words. He can claim he didn't mean to insult the Agong, but mind you, to me, and quite possibly to everyone else, he appeared as if he did mean it. And there's nothing else he could do to undo this. He can say whatever he wants and he can deny as much as he could (He's a lawyer cum politician after all, what do you expect?). We'll never forget this biadap manner nevertheless.

If they want to take legal action due to his account, I would support it, for if they won't, it would allow others to make the same-Karpal unwise-remarks. It's like Domino Effect. If you allow one people to do it, soon the rest would follow suit. Of course, it's good to allow people to practice the freedom of speech, but tell me, to what extent?

I don't have to wait for any political party be it PAS, UMNO or PKR to defend our Agong. And they don't have to, because you know what, I just did!

p/s:
Darn it. I should be studying for my finals right now instead of this! Haha! Tp x boleh tahan, jari2 aku ni gatal sgt nk luahkan bnde nih. I just have to blog this. Hehe..I was writing this post when I recalled the lyrics in our National Anthem "Rahmat Bahagia, Tuhan Kurniakan, Raja kita, Selamat Bertakhta!" And so indeed our Raja memang Selamat Bertakhta dari Zaman Parameswara sampai la ke hari ni (Wow! Nk dekat 1000 tahun dh rasenye usia institusi beraja kite. Bangga2! )

DAULAT TUANKU !

Just so you know.

2008-05-07T04:56:00.003+08:00

I'm officially

for the time being.
(11-24 May 2008)

So

Don't expect to see any new post anytime soon.

[This is a hidden message] : I'm currently listening to Timbaland's Miscommunication and Natasha Beddingfield's Pocketful of Sunshine. If you can read this, immediately sms me or pm me in MiRC / YM. Sape2 yg cpt aku blanje makan Western kt V3. Chicken Black Pepper atau ape2 je la...Hahaha! Sah utk dak2 UTP je la..Hehehe..[End of message]

Final Exam is finally here and I'm out of time..!! Haha so much from a final year student. Aih...

Finaly Year Student yang Selekeh.

2008-04-18T22:04:00.012+08:00

Mane taknye. Ni dah kali yang ke-7 aku tersempak dgn t**k terapung dalam jamban rumah (kt hostel) nih. Lepas dh buang ayak besar takkan tak reti nk flush weyh?! Kalau t**k tu same colour ngn air jamban (kalau transparent maksud aku) okay la jgak, tade sape notice, tapi dh memang fitrah najis berwarna bright (but not glittering hehe) nak tak nak mesti ternampak punye...aih.

Walaupun aku pernah tunjuk gamba tengah korek gigi (klw sape yg pernah tgk la), tp tadelah se selekeh orang yang buang ayak besar x flush kn?

Aku ingat kalau kucing pun pandai cover najis diorg dgn pasir/tanah supaya taknak bagi orang lain nmpak. Kucing pun tau malu. Nih nak kate budak kecik, masing-masing dh final year. "Siswa" lagi. Klaka2. Balik-balik aku jgak yg kene flush. Tak kesahla tu. Dapat pahala free ape? ( sbb menolong orang lain; tolong pam najis orang that is. hehe! <--knape perlu gembira? Spttnye bengang la kn?).

Can anyone, who happens to read this, help me understand why such behaviour (referring to -dropping bombs without the courtesy flush- attitude) is being practiced?

Aku faham kalau insan bertuah ni ikan emas. Ade short term memory. So maybe terlupe nk flush sbb terlupe yang die prnah buang ayak besar. Logik la jugak. (Aku rase krg smer dh tau, tp utk sesape yg x tau, ikan emas boleh simpan memori untuk 3 saat je. Gile lampi..). Tapi memang bukan ikan emas dh nih...nih dh mcm anak emas sampai najis sendiri nak suruh orang lain yang tolong pamkan. Aih...

Walaupun sampai sekarang tak dapat dikenalpasti sape pelawak (maybe die igt bnde2 cmni kelakar) nih, aku doakan supaye Tuhan bagi die petunjuk supaya lps nih die pandai menguruskan sisa-sisa buangan diri sendiri (Wastewater management kate bdk2 Civil). Dh 7 kali beb! Kalo sekali dua takpe. Nih kalo dh berkali-kali, mestila melekat kt memori. Sampai terbawak-bawak ke cafe bile nk mkn je terigt bnde nih...ah sudah..!

p/s: To Chuna and Mena. Aku dlm process nk add link blog krg. Sedang mencari gamba...(ape kaitan dgn topik post? hehe)

p/s2: Yang nih pun xde kaitan. Kpd sesape yg tertanye2, sebenarnye aku terpaksa tukar setting utk comment kpd 'comment moderation' mode sbb hr tu there was one retarded guy who inserted links which apparently were spywares. So your comments will be published anyway. Jadi truskan komen anda (klw sudi laaa..).

The joke of the decade....

2008-04-11T23:28:00.011+08:00

Sumpah diorg mmg kelakar.

How do they define 'naizzz' I wonder...Hmm...

Seriously speaking, I have absolutely no idea which part of me that is naizzz......baikkah? aku kah Baik? Are you freaking kidding me? Hahaha....! How in the world they see me as the 'right' fella (or 'guy' as printed on the certificate) to carry such honor(or joke I may say)....aih...? Tapelah tu...

It's not that I'm making a big deal out of it, but...rase mcm bersalah (perasaan bersalah yg krg slalu rase bile hilangkan barang member yg krg pinjam-walaupun bole bayar balik tp x dpt puaskn hati member sbb diorg nk brg yg dipinjam. bkn duit...)

But I like it anyway and soon put it up on the notice board in my room...heh! Penghargaan katenye...

And there went apez bluntly commenting right after he saw it,

"How could they be soooooo blind! "

and I went,

" Muahahahahahahaha! "

Nak buat cmne, aku x bersalah....

And I recall how sapu was being more critical towards this-unbelievable (at least to me and the rest of my fellas yg rapat2nih)-but-true-event. Maybe sapu antara org yg aku slalu get along with sbb tu die menembak terus,

" Siap-siap pik (syapik, another surprised friend, apparently being sapu's room8), balik nih kito tunjuk belako bukti-bukti bg komiti tgk semula deh! "

and again I went,

" Muahahahahahahaha! "

There's nothing much I could do except to agree on what kind of person the rest of my fellow Jan04 mates perceived me to be...Kekekeke! (Hmm...I think they're right....or aren't they?)

Ape-ape pun, krg (smer yg memangkah dan yg memilih) memang BEST!!!!! Thank you!

p/s: Looks certainly can be deceiving. In my case however, that would not be necessarily true. I am what I am (as 'correctly' perceived by those who know me lah) hahahaha! Maybe krg patut syorkan Undi Tidak Percaya utk aku..anyone? XD

p/s2: I know this might sound flirty and stuff, but I really think I should've taken a picture with our lovely Ms Nice girl that night. Heh!

Bateri kamera aku habis

2008-04-06T04:50:00.004+08:00

Sbb tu la x pat nk tngkp gmba bnyk2 wktu dinner. X kesah la. Seb bek ade additional photographer2 yg berlebihan dan berkebolehan. Boleh mntakkn diorg tngkp kn dulu.

Pastu lps dinner aku ngn room8 p detour sekitar Ipoh smpai la kol 3 (mane kteorg pegi Tuhan je yg tau.....o, Bali ngn Har pn tau jgak. and a few ppl yg lain-lainnye. X kesahla tu) Skarang ni rase penat. Dlm kereta td pker cm nk mandi sbb bdn dh melekit-lekit (sbb detour td smpai peluh2...aktiviti cergas!).

Smpai blek cam malas plak tetibe. (sbb tetibe aku terpikir psl projek PE, Reservoir yg x siap2, pastu bru terigt M'sian Studies test lg, rase cam malas yg Mega tu) Langsung amik air smyg (kire ok la, kire mandi jgak la tu) smyg Isyak pastu trus nk tdo. Pastu tetibe plak rase rajin nk tulis blog nih haa....Last2 roommate aku yg tdo dlu...ceh. Klw mandi td dh setel dh. Tp xpela, kang nanti ble tido peluh keluar balik so mcm aku rase membazir je klw mandi. Esok busuk gak.

Esok bajet bgn pkl 1-2pm. Pastu pg tapau mknan kt v5. Bwk blk blek sambil lyn south park. Lps tu esok bru la nk sibuk2 risau projek tu x siap projek ni x siap....Okay dh nmpk dh how it is going to be like for the next few days.

Projek2 ni klw x bg utk setiap course x sah ke? Tp org lain, klw kat luar punye la berebut2 nk projek itu projek ini (merujuk kpd projek2 kerajaan BN). Ni bdk2 kt UTP nih org bru bg 2-3 projek dh merungut. Truk btol la aku. Dh2. Aku nk tdo. X tahan dh nih..ah...

Down....

2008-04-03T03:23:00.004+08:00

Ape kejadahnye smer nih?

Pada asalnye sbb rase simpati,
Tp skrng mcm dh tawar hati,
Igtkn org suke klw kte berbudi,
Tp rupe-rupenye x dihargai.

Hampeh!

Ape la kurangnye bile nk compare ngn org lain,
Aku bg same jgak x kurang pun satu sen.
Ntahle ble pkir balik rase kesian,
Ye la smer sbb kte pkirkan kawan-kawan.

Tapi tapelah untuk kali nih,
Harap-harap diorg x buat lg.
Korg pker la sendre...

A video clip too much to handle!

2008-04-01T02:14:00.000+08:00

I got this video clip from a shared network in my college. Please be advised that this video has somewhat inappropriate graphics and due to its content it should not be viewed by anyone.

The story tht comes with this clip is that this one student accidentally recorded a part of his body on a webcam. This fella didn't realize that the camera was actually on running and recording himself alone in his room until this clip leaked out.

If you're planning to see this clip in a public place or while you're in the office, make sure no one is around near your computer or else don't proceed to watch.

Asal Kejadian Neraka

2008-03-22T00:29:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Mcm Afdlin ckp, x jwb dosa.

Maksud Insan = lemah, pelupa.

Sbbkn kite sumer pelupe, nih nk bagi krg beringat sket. Termasukla aku heh!

Luaaasnya Neraka.

Yazid Arraqqasyi dari Anas bin Malik ra. berkata, Jibrail datang kepada Nabi s.a.w pada waktu yang ia tidak biasa datang dalam keadaan berubah mukanya, maka ditanya oleh Nabi s.a.w:

"Mengapa aku melihat kau berubah muka?"

Jawab Jibrail:

"Ya Muhammad, aku datang kepadamu di saat Allah menyuruh supaya dikobarkan penyalaan api neraka, maka tidak layak bagi orang yg mengetahui bahawa neraka Jahannam itu benar, dan siksa kubur itu benar, dan siksa Allah itu terbesar untuk bersuka-suka sebelum ia merasa aman dari padanya"

Lalu nabi s.a.w. bersabda:

"Ya Jibrail, jelaskan padaku sifat Jahannam"

Jawabnya:

"Ya. Ketika Allah menjadikan Jahannam, maka dinyalakan selama seribu tahun, sehingga merah, kemudian dilanjutkan seribu tahun sehingga putih, kemudian seribu tahun sehingga hitam, maka ia hitam gelap, tidak pernah padam nyala dan baranya.

Demi Allah yg mengutus engkau dengan hak, andaikan terbuka sebesar lubang jarum nescaya akan dapat membakar penduduk dunia semuanya kerana panasnya.

Demi Allah yg mengutus engkau dengan hak, andaikan satu baju ahli neraka itu digantung di antara langit dan bumi nescaya akan mati penduduk bumi kerana panas dan basinya.

Demi Allah yg mengutus engkau dengan hak, andaikan satu pergelangan dari rantai yg disebut dalam Al-Quran itu diletakkan di atas bukit, nescaya akan cair sampai ke bawah bumi yg ke tujuh.

Demi Allah yg mengutus engkau dengan hak, andaikan seorang di hujung barat tersiksa, nescaya akan terbakar orang-orang yang di hujung timur kerana sangat panasnya, Jahannam itu sangat dalam dan perhiasannya besi dan minumannya air panas campur nanah dan pakaiannya potongan-potongan api

Api neraka itu ada tujuh pintu, tiap-tiap pintu ada bahagiannya yang tertentu dari orang laki-laki dan perempuan"

Nabi s.a.w. bertanya:

"Apakah pintu-pintunya bagaikan pintu-pintu rumah kami?"

Jawab Jibrail:

"Tidak, tetapi selalu terbuka, setengahnya di bawah dari lainnya, dari pintu ke pintu jarak perjalanan 70,000 tahun, tiap pintu lebih panas dari yang lain 70 kali ganda."

(nota kefahaman: iaitu yg lebih bawah lebih panas)

Tanya Rasulullah s.a.w:

"Siapakah penduduk masing-masing pintu?"

Jawab Jibrail:

"Pintu yg terbawah untuk orang-orang munafik, dan orang-orang yg kafir setelah diturunkan hidangan mukjizat nabi Isa a.s. serta keluarga Fir'aun sedang namanya Al-Hawiyah

Pintu kedua tempat orang-orang musyrikin bernama Jahim

Pintu ketiga tempat orang shobi'in bernama Saqar

Pintu keempat tempat Iblis dan pengikutnya dari kaum majusi bernama Ladha

Pintu kelima orang yahudi bernama Huthomah

Pintu keenam tempat orang nasara bernama Sa'eir"

Kemudian Jibrail diam segan pada Rasulullah s.a.w. sehingga ditanya:

"Mengapa tidak kau terangkan penduduk pintu ke tujuh?"

Jawab Jibrail:

"Di dalamnya orang-orang yg berdosa besar dari ummatmu yg sampai mati belum sempat bertaubat"

Maka nabi s.a.w. jatuh pingsan ketika mendengar keterangan itu, sehingga Jibrail meletakkan kepala nabi s.a.w. di pangkuannya sehingga sedar kembali dan sesudah sedar nabi s.a.w bersabda:

"Ya Jibrail, sungguh besar kerisauanku dan sangat sedihku, apakah ada seorang dari ummat ku yang akan masuk ke dalam neraka?"

Jawabnya:

"Ya, iaitu orang yg berdosa besar dari ummatmu"

Kemudian nabi s.a.w. menangis, Jibrail juga menangis, kemudian nabi s.a.w. masuk ke dalam rumahnya dan tidak keluar kecuali untuk sembahyang kemudian kembali dan tidak berbicara dengan orang dan bila sembahyang selalu menangis dan minta kepada Allah.

Tahukah kamu bahawa Neraka Jahanam itu:

1. Mempunyai 7 tingkat

2. Setiap tingkat mempunyai 70,000 daerah

3. Setiap daerah mempunyai 70,000 kampung

4. Setiap kampung mempunyai 70,000 rumah

5. Setiap rumah mempunyai 70,000 bilik

6. Setiap bilik mempunyai 70,000 kotak

7. Setiap kotak mempunyai 70,000 batang pokok zarqum

8. Di bawah setiap pokok zarqum mempunyai 70,000 ekor ular

9. Di dalam mulut setiap ular yang panjang 70 hasta mengandungi lautan racun yang hitam pekat.

10. Juga di bawah setiap pokok zarqum mempunyai 70,000 rantai

11. Setiap rantai diseret oleh 70,000 malaikat

Mudah-mudahan ini dapat menimbulkan keinsafan kepada kita semua.....

Bak kata si Nabil Raja Lawak 2 Astro,

"Lu pikir la sendre"

Wallahua'lam.

Beauty without Brain

2008-03-15T17:01:00.000+08:00

Trying real hard to record her belly dancing with her webcam, this girl definitely deserves some recognition and some exposures here.

She was so falling in love with her own body she saw on her computer screen that she actually fell for it. (;

In the absence of tooth pick, I'll usually resort to paperclip instead...

2008-03-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

Since I have a small gap between one tooth and the other tooth at the back of my mouth, food constantly get stuck comfortably (whatever that means) in that gap.

To alleviate from being uncomfortable of having something in my mouth, I'll always get back to my room to wash my mouth or simply take the junk out using traditional toothpick. The former however, doesn't always work. Toothpick by contrast, does a great job...I'm impressed! hehehe...

Too bad, often when I'm in campus, I'll have trouble finding cafes that provide toothpick at their premises.

Solution?: I'll resort to another alternative tool which more or less serves very similar purpose...Jeng3..Pretty much disgusting...I can say..You've been warned...

I use Paperclips...Hahahahaha!

Hahahahahaha!

Hahahaha!

Haha!

Step 1: Lay it down on flat surface..

Step 2: Pull one side straight....Hah! Siap pun!

Step 3: Koreklah.....
You'll feel relieved that I can assure you...Kekeke!

Please ignore this crappy post....I take the biggest crap whenever I feel depressed....Mintak maap la ye....

I hope the photos will stick in your memory for a long time...Long enough you'll loose appetite everytime you are about to have your daily meal...Ngehehehe...

When Lim Guan Eng of DAP announced that

2008-03-13T00:45:00.000+08:00

he would scrap the NEP (National Economic Policy) in Malaysia's only Chinese-majority state, Penang, I have a mixed feeling on this.

Majority knows that NEP gives Malays preference for almost everything from jobs and housing to government contracts, educational opportunities and stocks.

They claim NEP breeds cronyism and corruption. I don't know...maybe it's true to some extent but I really can't say for certain simply because I have limited knowledge wether or not the corruptions and cronyism happened.

But if you ask my personal view on this, I'd say: NEP is perfectly fine. After all, NEP is the only policy I can think of that heavily provides the 'much stability needed' to the country all this while since it was introduced.

I say the NEP itself is perfectly fine. The ONLY problem associated with NEP is due to its IMPLEMENTATION. The way that it is implemented is flawed.

Hmm....If only they can work on improvising its implementation well, everyone is going to be happy.

So what do you think? No or Yes to NEP? As far as we (my family and I) are concerned; YES.

That's my opinion, you can have yours...

*The original source can be read here

Ironically, Mahathir and Anwar

2008-03-12T01:36:00.000+08:00

had been the 'push and pull' factor over the campaign period that contributes to the surprising result of the 12th General Election. Mahathir with his blunt criticism towards Pak Lah and Anwar with his appealing promises. By now we all know the result, and it considerably took all of us by surprise. It was a sudden and stunning end (at least to 4 main states BN formerly ruled) to almost 40 years of BN rule in these states.

The MAIN QUESTION I would personally like to ask is:

How did BN not see it coming?

Certainly, to most of BN component parties, the night of March 8 was a night when predictions, assumptions and stereotypes went flying out of the window.

It looks like BN intelligence sources have gone haywire....they should've expected this prior the GE, and subsequently do necessary mitigation plan to ensure 2/3 majority...

The vote swing was expected but the degree of swing stunned everyone including me....hehehe

Now BN, despite the win, have to work hard as the opposition parties, with Penang and Selangor under their control, will have stronger financial muscles for the next fight..

Anyway, above all, I had cast my vote, carried out my right (or rather duty) as a citizen and that, is the least thing I can do for the country...

Despite all of this happened for the betterment of the general public, I still could not find any leader that I can truly rely on. In fact, I would rather cast my vote for Maimun (or Tok Mun) instead (if I stay in Kuala Terengganu lah...)

I've come across her blog and found out that she is truly inspiring and most importantly, sincere...despite being the oldest election candidate in M'sia and quite possibly in the world..

(Kdg2 aku rase malu sgt bile nenek mcm die ckp die x tahan org2 mude asyik complain tp x nk buat sesuatu ttg masalah yg dihadapi...) Click on Tok Mun's poster below to view her blog!

Now, we should keep watching closely on all parties as they translate their manifestos into actions. We have plenty of time to see who will deliver who will not. And by the end of these coming 4 years, Malaysia will again determine which party with performance that is just as crappy as its manifesto. After all, if you can be voted in, you can also be voted out!

Hujan, they're good but

2008-03-03T03:26:00.000+08:00

Aku fhm klw diorg nih nk buat kerek ngn artis mainstream, tp silela jgn berlagak dgn fan2 kamu..

they're so stuck-up big time. I watched them performing live in this one event, and liked them right away. They sounded great and everyone was like singing along with the person in the next seat proving how the audience was relating to Hujan's music without very much effort from Hujan themselves. That, was on stage.

What I saw backstage was very much uglier than I anticipated. I got to join the-after party-where I saw everything you need to know about Hujan. Seriously guys, these fellas were being snobbish! Not to me ye.., but to their hardcore fans. I wish you guys were there to witness firsthand how snobbish they were to their fans (Terutama skali Noh, vocalist diorg..kerek seyh). Kesian kt mereka2 nih...dh sapot gile2 tp kne lyn mcm tu (Mind you, I'm a fan, tp bkn hardcore hehehe...)

Ye la kn, they were cool and plain on stage tibe2 ble after-party...jd mcm lain plak..aih..Cter die pjg. Susah nk describe nk explain psl bnde nih...

One thing I can say for certain, obviously they don't know how to look cool without being smug!

Disappointed..

Nonetheless, that would not deter me from listening to their music. At least, music is something that they're really good at. Hell yeah...

Tp rugi la...they COULD BE THE BEST, MINUS THE ATTITUDE....

"Hahahaha" I laughed at myself for being super-silly-when

2008-02-21T19:47:00.001+08:00

I ran appx 800m just to figure out tht the 5-7pm class starts at 6pm.

It was 4:30pm when I was playing poker with another 3 of my housem8s. Kteorg main sampai pukul 5:30....(haha tetibe tkar bahasa melayu plak) Hr ni aku igt kelas start pkl 6pm . So aku lepak2 la sambung main poker sambil dlm kepala otak aku pikir "ooo bru 5:30....awal lg...."

Then tetibe dtg satu memori dlm pale otak aku, mcm reminder, memori ni bgtau:

Memori:

"Weyh, kn hr ni kelas 2 jam nk ganti kelas2 waktu first week dlu. Yg ko tercegat nih nape? Klas hr nii start pkl 5 and skang dh pkl brape?"

Aku pn jawab :

"Skang pkl 5:30pm...Eh, a'ah.."

Dan sebagai manusia biase, respon aku wktu ialah trus melompat drpd kerusi sambil jerit

"F******************c* !!!!!!"
"Aku ade presentation weyh krg...!! Aaahhh!! Aku dh lmbt!
"
"F*****************c*!!" (pedot sampai keluar blik wktu nih...sori pedot hehehe)

Aku capai baju secepat mungkin, sarung sana, sarung sini, siap je aku pn trus ber'gegas' (lari weyh...kesian kt aku...) sbb takut grup member aku lain marah sbb aku x sampai lgi....

Sambil berlari2 dgn berpakaian smart ala2 salesman, aku sempat rehearsal dlm hati mcm mane nk apologize formally kt smer dak kelas wktu presentation nnti:

" Guys, before I start my presentation I'd like to take this opportunity to apologize for making everyone waiting especially to my grupm8s ....I swear I couldn't recall today's class was supposed to be a-2 hours-session..."

" Guys, I'd like to say sorry for coming late today. I really thought today's class starts at 6pm....I'm truly sorry"

"Assalamulaikum and gud evening to everyone, before I proceed, I'd like to say sorry, because of me, the presentation cannot be done on time..."

dan mcm2 ayat aku pikir yg aku rse sesuai...

Sampai2, je, tgk kelas kosong....tade org...

"Aik smer ilang ke? X kan diorg pindah location kot? Maybe jgak sbb nk cr tmpt lg luas kot...."

Ade smpai skali tu, aku igt lecturer PCS tu dh bengang ngn aku sbb lmbt.

"It's time for us to give this fella a lesson once and for all! He never showed up on time since day one! Let us move to another location and let him figure out the location himself...I want to see how does he feel towards this...Just for today. And please, don't reply him in case he sms any of you for the location...Mmmmkay??"

Bole plak aku terpikir cmtu...tp possible kot klw lecturer tu nk buat, sbb mmg aku slalu lmbt masuk kls die.... (;

Aku pn naik turun blok 20 tu cr kelas nih...x jumpe2 gk. Aku trus tepon Sapu, x angkat.

"x nk angkat plak...aih...Kompem dlm dh kelas diorg nih..."

Aku pn sms org2 yg berkenaan tnye psl location kelas. Diorg x reply. Aku tepon capik plak,

"Hello pik...Kelas kt mane weyh?"

"Kelas kt tmpt biase la"

"Hahaha jgn aa tipu weyh, serius2...kt mne?"

"Aku kt blik la..."

"Bilik...? Weyh, hr ni kls 2 jam la.....Ko x tau
ke?"

"Mane ade, yg 2 jam tu yg every Selase la..."

"Aku tau, yg every Selase tu mmg 2 jam....Tp hr ni
(khamis) die kate nk buat 2 jam jgak kn? Nk ganti yg first week dlu?"

"Mane ade....hr ni sejam je la mcm biase..."

"Owh,.........aa.............eh? ...Ye ke?"

"Ye la...."

"Owh, okay..........bye!"

Trus aku meluru ke arah in2eat cafe pocket D utk secawan teh ais kurang manis menghilangkan penat berlari td.....

p/s: Sorry pedot, Zaini ngn Shah yg tgh tido psl aku jerit dan mencarut td....mmg x dpt dielakkan. Dh aa pedot puase....memelihara telinga drpd mendengar perkataan keji....Hahaha! Apela teruk sgt aku nii kn? Ni smer memori pnye pasal..... (X nk mengaku...)

Longing for a veeeeerrrryyy nice skin

2008-02-19T21:47:00.001+08:00

for ur laptop..?? Guys, those with laptop, check these skins out...They're way too coooool!

You might want to check more of these at the website. RM 37 doesn't cost that much to add a little something to ur laptop so it'll look cool...kn?

I'm certainly not a racist but

2008-02-17T05:48:00.000+08:00

the recent event [Saturday, February 16, 2008 (Kuala Lumpur)] where the march to Parliament by Hindraf for the 2nd time, is really bugging me. This time, they tried to hand over a bunch of peaceful flowers to the Prime Minister. By now, I assume you all know the whole story. Otherwise, click here or here .

A friend of mine happened to be a supporter of this movement and he participated the march but at a different location. And so yes he got arrested. Of course because the Police had earlier refused a permit for the gathering and so participating in the rally would be illegal. Pity him.

But 6 hours later he was released, no charges. But he did complain when some of his fellow supporters that being held by the police were not being provided with food and drinks. Oh my....are you kidding me? And he got all these little details recorded and published on his blog.

"150 to 200 supporters being held at PULAPOL, Jalan Semarak for more than an hour now. No food and drinks being provided" according to the blog...

My dear friend, I wish you could see how the police deals with 'Malay Mat Rempit'. These Mat Rempits got smacked on their heads, kicked on their back, slapped on the face (like they don't have any dignity) and worse, you cn see how awfully the police would do to stop these bikers....(oh yes, you can see how these guys busted by the police in 999-TV3 then you cn see all the slapping, and kicking start to take place..)

and we really don't care when they're being treated such way. Because we all think they deserve some kind of lessons once in a while....Because they disrupt the traffic and make everyone mad. The road becomes less safe when they are in action. And everyone on the road just couldn't take it anymore...

You know, the rally participants and Mat Rempits are no different.

Mat Rempits don't have any authorised permission to switch the public road into a race track. Hindraf too didn't have any permission either...Oh of course the government will deny you a permit. What will you expect? Wasn't it Hindraf which claimed the government of upholding a Muslim Terrorist Group in its so called letter to the Brittons? (Good strategy indeed!) Would you expect the government to grant you a permit after all of that?...I don't think so... But then again, Hindraf can always try...(My tone seems like I'm biased to the gov't am I not? kekeke!)

Mat Rempits disrupt the traffic. Hindraf did too... (except that all Rempits actions take place at midnight as opposed to midday). Traffic disruption is not something you wish you would have while u're driving especially during weekends. You know why? Because personally, If can be mad by the action of some Mat Rempit especially when I'm drivin, why can't I be mad at the rally perticipants for the same reason? But some of my peers don't bother at all. Similarly, maybe some of us are very disturbed by the this rally, maybe some of us are not...I don't know...

But why is it when the Rempits get busted, they get all the whacks all over the place and later detained? (but FYI, if these Rempits are under 18, they will be released immediately after several urine tests)

And my friend here was just being held for 6 hours and released with no charges despite being more than 18 years old hmm... And he complained on behalf of his fellow rally supporters for being served neither with food nor drinks. Haha...maybe they think the Police works for a customer service center of somekind. They might wan't to try Restoran Abg Besar instead, they do serve food and drinks...despite the long waiting tme.

I'm not going against ur right to pariticipate in any movement, or even ur right to have the freedom of speech. No, not at all. I truly understand ur grievances of this and that. It's fine with me...It's just that there are better ways to get ur voice heard. So many other ways. And certainly not by street protesting and rally. No, seriously. Did you really have to go into all the troubles just to hand over a bunch of flowers to the Prime Minister?

Yesterday accusation: "Government-backed-Muslim Terrosrist group!"

Today statement: "We wanted to have 200 children also peacefully give Abdullah flowers but we were tear-gassed and water-cannoned by police," Thanenthiran said.

They sound to me like a bunch of hypocrites. Opps!

Now I'm beginning to sound like a racist person am I not?...No don't worry, I'm not a racist. Just being disturbed by the recent event...That's my personal opinion, you cn have yours...

Nor Azuana plak Hilang!

2008-02-17T05:25:00.001+08:00

A'kum,

Orang lain sibuk gempar dengan Pencarian adik Sharlini. Yg dekat dengan rumah abg dan kawan abg , yang ni seorang dewasa. Gadis ini telah juga hilang dan dipercayai diculik ketika memandu dlm perjalanan ke Shah Alam. Orang ini adalah Anak Qariah Pengerusi Surau Sedeli Tmn Sri Andalas.

Dia kena culik pada 1hb. Jan. 2008 ketika perjalanan untuk menemui tunangnya ke Shah Alam. Hilang sehingga hari ini. Sembahyang hajat dan segala usaha telah dilakukan tetapi masih buntu. Dipercayai masih disimpan di Shah Alam.

Minta tolonglah kepada kawan2 kot ada terjumpa dgnnya. Dipercayai dia telah diperbodohkan, dan 2X withdrwal duit kat Shah Alam tetapi sekarang dah kena blok kerana savingnya ada lebih 10,000.

Beliau akan mendirikan majlis kahwin pada 8hb. March 2008 ini. Kesihan. Hanya tuhan yg tahu macam mana kesusahan keluarganya yang hanya ada seorang anak perempuan. Dan budak ini adalah budak baik tak biasa keluar sesuka hati.

Sekian.

A magnet-like-bed, a cozy weather and a

2008-02-13T01:11:00.000+08:00

week full of stressful assignments, plus a lil bit of unoccupied time (and a full stomach too) are all you need to treat yourself a very nice short (or rather long) nap....(I would rather call it 'membuta' instead..hell yes!) So guys, go to sleep whenever you feel depressed or stressful. Sleeping is the best therapy ever discovered by humankind for stress relief! The more stressful you become, the more sleep you should have. If you are constantly becoming stressful, then you should continuously sleep-tido tido tido selama-lamanye....(bkn suruh pg mati ye...). Here are some useful tips to help you get to sleep (stress relief)

1. Be sure to make up ur bed every morning, so whenever you get back to ur room completely tired out, your bed would always be ready to serve you....hehe...

2. Don't wait until you're pushed to the edge. Immediately go to sleep as soon as you feel stressful. This way, you don't have to suffer that much...

3. Always get heavy meals ( for dinner,lunch etc). Heavy consumption gets you to sleep faster (and makes you fat too!).

4. Sit with your body posture at its worst. Distort body posture helps you to get less oxygen during inhaling process. Thus, you get to sleep quicker.

5. Wear attires that allow maximum air flow....It'll create a very cozy environment and it lowers down ur body temperature perfect for ideal sleeping condition.

6. Don't plan when to sleep. Sleep at anytime you feel stressful. If possible, all the time....

Try them out. You'll be surprised. Gud Luck!

Salahuddiinnnn

2007-11-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

The Real Thing....

The not-so-real thing......

(;

Sabrina

2007-10-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

Rabu, 3/10/2007-Satu insiden berlaku wktu majlis berbuka pose (kononnye gathering interns
UTP ) kt PWTC. Aku telah dimalukan dengan semalu-malunye oleh diri aku sendiri sehingga muka jd merah. Tapi kali ni lebih dahsyat kemerahannye sehingga jadi pekat sgt sampaikan ade orang ingat aku kne sun burn.......(tp mmg gelap dh muke aku sejak jd Hantu Penjaga DiGi yg pakai baju kuning ngehehe..)

Mule2 igtkan nk lupekan je insiden nih & mulakan hidup baru, tp aku takut klw buat cenggitu peristiwa tersebut pasti akn menghantui hidup aku selame-lamenye....Huaaaaaaa~! So aku buat keputusan to make it public, post insiden yang memalukan nih & share ngn smer org supaya aku hilang rase...emm...rase ape ek? Nk kata rasa bersalah tu mmg ade, rase malu lg le ade, rase sakit hati (dengan diri sendiri) dan hilang keyakinan diri pn ade....Mcm2 rasenye...rase nk terjun bangunan pn ade (especially during the very moment that stupid incidents occured) Why me...?! Why...?! Kekekeke!!

Aku pn tak tau salah sape bnde nih berlaku....Nk ikutkan, mmg bukan salah aku ( ceh! x nk ngaku ).....sbbnye kt UTP klw aku ternampak dr jauh cik 'sabrina' nih, member2 aku pggl die dgn gelaran sabrina. Antara dialog2 yg aku bley recall;

" Eh...sabrina mmg dh bwk kereta eh? "

" Sabrina kuar ngn sape tuh? "

" Sabrina couple ngn sape skang? "

" Tu kucing Sab (Sabrina) kn? "

Dan yang paling rumit nye ialah bile aku x dpt kenal pasti dialog2 nih datang dr mana satu member2 aku. Aku x igt....

So nk kate salah member2 aku pn bkn sbb aku x leh nk recall sape. Or maybe aku kne salahkan UTP.... Sbb environment UTP yg menyebabkan komunikasi pelajar 'antara-kursus' (translated in english as 'intercourse'....kekekeke!! ) sangat jarang berlaku...kecuali baru2 ini iaitu ketika ETP. Banyak bnde lain yg boleh aku salahkan tp aku sedar yang aku pnye ignorance, short term memory & kebodohan aku yg manjadi ultimate cause for this unwanted disaster.....Huaaaa~!!!

Walaupun aku menghargai sikap 'cool' sabrina selepas insiden itu, tapi aku still x boleh nk tdo kerana rase mcm org bodo sgt....and at first, bile aku x dpt nk express kn perasaan malu, bersalah dan rase mcm org bodoh nih dlm bentuk tindakan, so I kept them to myself....try to control those feelings calmly from inside...dan menunjukkan ekspresi muka yg plg tenang dan aman sepanjang perjalanan balik hr tu.

Hakikatnye aku gagal mengawal sepenuhnye perasaan2 yg sedang melompat2 dr dlm. Tu yg kekadang tersenyum sorg diri, tergelak secara tibe2, dan tercakap "bodohnye aku..." dgn nada perlahan ketika berjalan pulang..kekeke! Bile aku tgh dok dlm train on the way blk pn, kekadang terase mcm nk gigit tiang besi (holding pole) supaya aku boleh transferkan perasaan malu and bodoh tu terus ke dlm molekul2 tiang besi tu....Kalau nk jerit kuat-kuat malu plak nanti...ramai org....tu pn ble aku tersengih secara tetibe (sbb terlalu klaka ble pker blk psl insiden tu) pn dh ade org pandang slack...apatah klw aku menjerit x tentu psl.

Sejak insiden tu jugelah aku mendpat nickname baru ; Sab....ngehehe...

Keesok kan hrnye str8 aku tepon Sapu, Capik & lain2 then cter kt diorg psl insiden tu....Terbahak-bahak diorg ketawa....Aih....Mcm mane la boleh berlaku kn? Tu la...len kali klw g occassion mane2 yg ade ramai org, lebey baik ko duduk diam and senyap je jgn bercakap....

Klw bercakap, nnti jd cm aku.....memalukan diri sendiri sebab satu perkataan je - Sabrina....

Aih....

Eh...aku x cter pn lagi ape 'Insiden' tu kan? Takpelah...lain kali la ek ngehehe (;

Iran's Ahmadinejad on Holocaust

2007-09-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

This is a very good material for you to digest.....I grabbed it from YouTube. Kindly click on the link!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ykd-syzZ4ZY

Be sure to share your comments and opinions on this subject huh...

RAYA Ep1

2007-09-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

Aku dh rindu raye...malas nk g training kt lg weyh!!! Lame sgt la training 8 bulan....aih....Baru aku tau, bekerja dgn ramai org nih sbnrnye bnyk karenah....Aku igtkan aku dh jmpe segala karenah manusia waktu join event sana sini kt UTP dulu tp ghupe2nye bnyk lg human character yg aku blom jmpe......Yg terbaru aku terpaksa berdepan dgn org yg agressive dr segi approach die when dealing with ppl.....Everyday asyik masam je muke....pastu x pernah nk ade negotiation skills lngsung...Asyik nk kutuk je....Sbbkn die x berani nk kutuk rakan sekerja die yang setara, alih2 aku ngn boi la jd target die...senang2 je nk lpskan kemarahan kt kteorg....Trainee yg innocent nih... (; ngehehehe...

Nasib baik die superior dr kterog...so yg plg kteorg boleh buat ialah sabo je la kan...Kate trainee....kekeke! Nk sound kn x pasal2 boi yg kne balik plak...Nasib bdn la boi dpt supervisor yg cmtu....kekeke! Ko x bley berputus asa amik ati die boi.....aku rse die mmg lahir batin cmtu...moody je 24 hours...

Seb bek ade orang-orang yg perangai x matang sekitar aku nih, boleh la aku channelkn smer stress ke dlm gelk ketawa hasil lawak separuh masak :

Abg Long (Dear Jagathish),

Boi yg x berapa nk betol,

Kak Aisyah (Ustazah yang ade style & celik fesyen),

and her partner Kak Suhaila dgn spek hitam bergaya,

Mr Baljinder,

Uspit family baru (honda baru...),

Kak Zu yg kdg kala mencarut while driving [ngehehe (;],

Kak Amalina yg always modest,

Kak Lin yg dlm memori (perempuan pertama yang prnah aku jmpe bg warning nk kentut b4 nk kentut kekeke...sempoi!)

dan smer team members dlm MCOT Rejuve Prjct yg meringankan beban stress aku ngn boi dlm berdepan dgn aggressive human character one could possibly expect in this stressful project yg dh delay 3 bulan nih...Mr. Atti (bak kate Bal) jom kite siapkan progress report skang... Org KLCC nk tgk weyh!!!!

Mr. Baljinder mmg sempoi....

Dua budak-budak tadika "Super Ring" Boi & Jagathish-abg Long kteoghang...kekeke!

Miri sunset from Imperial Hotel....

Bermalasan lps kerja....Oh penat2....

Kt Miri femes dgn masakkan katak sungai....sedap...mcm ayam ghasenye...

Masih teriang-iang kate2 Mr Ed

"...They're no longer the project engineers, more to advance & claim engineer..."

Oh...sungguh klako tetapi pedas kekekeke!!!

Ape kaitan dgn title post kali nih? Oh, nothing actually, aku just x saba nk raya...Ye aku tau, puasa baru start tp mmg x saba nk raya nih. Nk amik cuti seminggu....Hihu!

Go Comic! Today (2)

2007-08-19T02:44:00.001+08:00

I will personally say this is a normal scene in Malaysia if you ask me. The hygienic issue of the food that is. Or 'Halal' the way Moslems see it. Often when I decide to get some meals during outings, it is disturbing to know that I cannot solely depend on the 'Halal Certificates' one restaurant put up on their front desk in a very nice wooden frame. The fact that this country has Jakim to monitor all food processing operations doesn't comfort me the way I should've felt towards food hygienes in this very own country due to obvious reasons (Restaurant operator generally like to take this Halal Status for granted)...aih...

Then you could always hope that it's halal. Yeah, a kind of street gambling I think....heh!

That's my opinion.

You can have yours.

Anak Kutip

2007-08-19T01:44:00.001+08:00

On the way balik kampung hari tu, aku stop kejap kat R&R nilai untuk makan tengahari. Pilih ade satu kedai melayu nih. Tgk papan tanda dia bertulis

"..dimiliki oleh Aisyah binti Pungut.."

Kelakar pn ade, simpati pn ye jugak.

Bayangkan kalau si pemilik kedai tu tinggal kat Negeri Sembilan. Waktu kecik-kecik dulu kalau ade neighbour or jiran tetangga kampung tanya dia ;

"....Ekau nih anak sapo?...."

Mesti la die kene jawab;

"...Eden anak Pungut..."

Kesian.....anak pungut... (;

50 glorious years!

2007-07-30T20:37:00.000+08:00

Lamaaaaaaaaaaaanye aku x update blog aku yang bertemakan orange dan black nih...kekeke! Let's see what's new in blogger? Oh, now blogger saves ur drafts automatically! Great! But do you know what's greater? Our country will be celebrating its 50 years of independence despite of some 'cakap-cakap' from a minority group who claim the freedom of speech to themselves...aih...and most of them use the blog to get their 'barking' heard! These bloggers ( smer ade, malay, indian, chinese, iban, kadazan, jawwwa, mat salleh, singaporeans pn ade... you name it!) are mostly full time bloggers and these guys really have the capabilities to influence people through their writings I can say.

People would appreciate if these kind of individuals could really step out to at least show their faces (but I bet they wouldn't) rather than critizing the country ruling sytem, slamming the ruling government (as if these critics know how to run a country ...) condemning the King....blah blah. I hope they're just more than talk the talk, and walk the walk.

You know, they keep complaining what they don't have...well they complain so much that they fail to recognize and appreciate what they've actually possessed. They fail to enjoy the one thing which to 'some' (read millions of people at the other part of the world ) is too far from reality - Freedom and Peace.(<---'Freedom' and 'Peace' are already 2 things...heh!) Sure, I can understand If they talk about all those stuffs, complaining about this and that. Sometimes they get mad when they face difficulties in life, but hey...you tell me who doesn't have problems? So what if you have difficulties living in Malaysia. Everyone does! Get over it! I personally think we're very lucky to live such a wonderful life here...Thus, in conjunction with Malaysia's 50 glorious years of independence, I'll post some articles that you might able to digest and appreciate. E-passport pride of Malaysian technology by Azura Abbas NST.

Two years before the Sept 11, 2001 attacks, the United States immigration inspectors came across something they had never seen before — a passport with a chip embedded in it.
It was a Malaysian passport, which carried a digital photograph and fingerprints of the holder.The world’s first electronic passport, it baffled the US Immigration and Naturalisation Service (INS) and its laboratory staff, said author and consultant Neville Cramer.At the time, he was still serving as special agent in charge of the Immigration and Naturalisation Service, under the US Department of Justice."Inspectors came to me and said this passport is the finest thing we have ever seen. The best in the world," he said in an interview.

Then two jetliners crashed into the twin towers of the World Trade Center in 2001, hijacked by men who used fake passports to enter the US.The Sept 11 attacks triggered a desperate search by governments around the world for the right technology to make travel and identity documents more secure.

In 2003, the International Civil Aviation Organisation (ICAO) set new standards for passports, including the use of Radio Frequency Identification (RFID) microchips.The Malaysian RFID chip, which allows contactless operations of smart cards, was developed by local MSC-status company Iris Corporation Bhd.Despite concerns that the chips could be cloned, information encoded into Malaysian passports has so far remained secure. Digital keys stored on each chip made such duplication and forgery impossible, according to a company statement last year.Iris has gone on to supply its technology for smart cards and passports to a number of countries, including Turkey and New Zealand.But almost a decade after Malaysia launched its e-passport, the US, which issued its first e-passport early last year, is still trying to get it right.Cramer, who headed the first INS field test of Malaysia’s e-passport, believes that the US should adopt Malaysia’s technology."To this day, (the US) has not done it right. The chip stores a photo of the holder but not his fingerprints. It is mind-boggling that they have not utilised (Malaysian) technology fully," said Cramer, on a recent visit here to meet Home Affairs Ministry officials.

Since retiring in 2002, Cramer has written a book, Fixing the INSanity, on some of the causes of America’s immigration problems. He has also started a consultancy called Immigration Enforcement Solutions.When Cramer first came here for the INS field test, the team he led ordered 19 machines to read Malaysian passports. Within a week, they saw for themselves how well the passport’s security features worked.A man had presented a Malaysian passport, but the reader showed a woman’s face in the digitised photograph contained in the chip, he said.The photograph on the physical document had been replaced, but the one stored on the chip could not be tampered with."He confessed that he bought the forged passport from a smuggler." Sadly, Malaysia lost the chance in 2003 to help set world standards on e-passports, he said."The government should have gone to the UN, which oversees the ICAO, to tell everyone that Malaysia has already done it."Malaysians are not getting the credit for what they have accomplished."Partly, it’s because European and American technology giants cannot accept that a small country like Malaysia had beaten them to it."So they downplayed what Malaysia has," said Cramer.

Indeed, Malaysia is well ahead of the rest of the world. E-passports, he said, are the only way to speed up clearance times at immigration points and border controls, especially with air travel on the rise around the world."The world has to start embracing the use of e-passports."

Wait for another inspiring article!

Wishes for This Month

2007-05-21T19:45:00.000+08:00

Quoting from Yusuf Islam Spiritual Song "Your Mother"

Who Should I give my love to,

My Respect & My honor to,

Who should I pay good mind to,

After Allah?

And Rasulullah?

Comes your Mother.

Who next?

Your Mother.

Who next?

Your Mother.

And then Your Father...

-Extracted from Bukhari & Muslim-

Utmost gratitude to all the teachers I'd been learning from.

Teacher Mala and associates, SKJ3 Bangi, SAS dan lecturer2 di UTP nih...

*p/s: Klw nk wish jgak biarlah btol2 tepat pade tarikhnya, bukan mcm aku yg dh terlambat nk dekat seminggu dh nih...Paling bagus, hargailah mereka2 ini setiap masa, x perlu tunggu Hari Ibu atau Hari Guru utk menyatakan appresiasi anda terhadap mereka. Chewah...cakap mesti nk gempak je aku nih kn? kn? Xpela..aslkan mesej itu sampai.

Renung-renungkan la...Selamat Beramal~ <----(Sounds familiar? (; )

Kekeke!

EDX 19

2007-04-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

EDX 19, which stands for Engineering Design Exhibition, the 19th, is a platform where all qualified 3rd Year Studnts' Engineering Team Projects (ETPs), Final Year Stdnts' Projects (FYPs), including various inventions from UTP's lecturers, are exhibited for public. Simply said, it is an engineering design exhibition lah!

So basically there are 3 categories:

1 Final Year Projects (FYP)

2 Final Year Design Projects (FYDP)

3 Engineering Team Projects (ETP)

all of which to be won.

PRE-EDX

Me and my 5 other teamm8s, who come from various engineering programmes-Chemical, Electrical, Civil and Mechanical Engineering Programme- competed in the pre-EDX in the ETP category, and weren't looking forward to get through to the next round. Reason being, we'd failed during the demo and our protoype sucks! It was so screwed-up that one of the evaluators bluntly commented,

" You've got good idea, but you've failed it! "

..and immidiately left our group standing dumbfounded, leaving us with no chance to defend or at least justify our theory.

Surprisingly enough, 5 days later, my team was listed as one of the qualified groups for the 19th EDX...Huahua...!! We've never figured out, till today, how that was made possible.

THE DAY

Ok, so my team was miraculaously qualified for this 19th exhibition. Of course, like any other team, we'd to put in 'additional' efforts to our project so that no one can disparage our idea during the exhibition. We had to build new prototype by adding some improvement features, we carried out a demo to produce our own video simulation, and some other fixing.

Our group proposed a boom for oil spill cleanup by utilizing human hair as the main component. Ngehehe...some of you may say "Yuck..disgusting!". I know some of you would, I can tell because some of my teamm8s had the same perception towards human hair...thank God they didn't object the idea along the way completing this project....ngehehe..

What we did was actually making the hair into 4cm x 4cm packets as shown in the fig.

Know that human hair does not actually 'absorb' the oil. Instead, it 'adsorbs' the oil.

And we put a lot of these hair packets inside the boom (see figure below) that we have designed in such a way that it increases the efficiency of the adsorbency of the hair packets.

The Boom(...tgn sape la tue..kekeke!)

To increase the efficiency of the adsorbency of the hair, we figured out that by stirring, the amount of oil absorbed is increased by a margin of 50%. So, how do we incorporate the concept of stirring in our boom? We had to install a center blade inside the boom as you can see in the following figure.

View from inside the boom

The center blade provides rotations in the boom to stir the mixture of oil and sea water. The mechanism of the boom is more or less described in the following figure.

Click picture for larger view

The 2nd model ready for simulation.

And for the sake of EDX, we had to carry out some tests for our simulation video. A very simple one.....Now notice the difference of the quality of the water before and after we applied our boom.

BEFORE

AFTER A WHILE...

AFTER

Tadaaaa...! Kesan minyak degil hilang! Kekekeke!

So, we'd managed to increase the efficiency of the application of human hair in our project. Too bad, we left the EDX empty handed. We didn't win any of the award offered which are:

1 Best ETP design

2 Best FYP Design

3 Best FYDP Design
4 The most innovative award
5 Peoples' Choice Award

But overall, I believe our group did a very good job. Well done to my teamm8s.

The Fellas: Bulat, Ucop, Aku and Pekro (and the other 2 girls; sorry no photos of them-I haven't asked the permission to post their pic)

To be continued.......

Go Comic! Today (1)

2007-03-28T02:08:00.000+08:00

Here comes a new style. I'll post an entry of a comic sketch of my favourite cartoonist Wiley when I feel like to. (I admire his style of drawing; comot tapi kemas).

So what you can do is to comment on the current issue that this guy has incorporated in his cartoon. You know, different person has different way on how they view the message that this guy's trying to convey. So let's see how does your thinking style work?

Let me start for today

Click on picture for larger view

My Comment: Hmm....To my understanding, this is probably why we've come across movies like the Matrix Trilogy and Butterfly Effect which both happen to be so confusing when you watch them for the 1st time....Ngehehe :)

That's my opinion, you can have yours....

Tanggungjawab Syaitan dlm Kehidupan Kita.

2007-03-18T03:11:00.000+08:00

Singgah jap kat page nih. Nak buat post baru tp nantilah. Nih ade nukilan berilmu buat peringatan.

Baca baik-baik dan sebarkanlah kpd kengkawan muslim krg sebagai peringatan kita setiap hari dimana syaitan2 kurang ajar ini mengganggu hidup harian yang mungkin selama ini kita tidak sedar hasutan mereka. Sampaikan kepada sekalian muslimin/muslimat yang lain semoga menjadi pedoman hidup hingga ke akhir hayat.

Umar al-Khattab r. a berkata,

"..terdapat 9 jenis anak syaitan.."

1. Zalituun
Duduk di pasar/kedai supaya manusia hilang sifat jimat cermat. Menggoda supaya manusia berbelanja lebih dan membeli barang-barang yang tidak perlu.

2. Wathiin
Pergi kepada orang yang mendapat musibah supaya bersangka buruk terhadap Allah.

3. A'awan
Menghasut sultan/raja/pemerintah supaya tidak mendekati rakyat. Seronok dengan kedudukan/kekayaan hingga terabai kebajikan rakyat dan tidak mahu mendengar nasihat para ulama.

4. Haffaf
Berkawan baik dengan kaki botol. Suka menghampiri orang yang berada di tempat-tempat maksiat (cth : disko, kelab mlm & tempat yg ada minuman keras).

5. Murrah
Merosakkan dan melalaikan ahli dan orang yg sukakan muzik sehingga lupa kepada Allah. Mereka ini tenggelam dalam keseronokan dan glamour etc.

6. Masuud
Duduk di bibir mulut manusia supaya melahirkan fitnah, gosip, umpatan dan apa sahaja penyakit yg mula dari kata-kata mulut.

7. Daasim
(BERILAH SALAM SEBELUM MASUK KE RUMAH...) Duduk di pintu rumah kita. Jika tidak memberi salam ketika masuk ke rumah, Daasim akan bertindak agar berlaku keruntuhan rumahtangga suami isteri bercerai-berai, suami bertindak ganas, memukul isteri, isteri hilang pertimbangan menuntut cerai, anak-anak didera dan pelbagai bentuk kemusnahan rumah tangga lagi).

8. Walahaan
Menimbulkan rasa was-was dalam diri manusia khususnya ketika berwuduk dan solat dan menjejaskan ibadat-ibadat kita yg lain.

9. Lakhuus
Merupakan sahabat orang Majusi yang menyembah api/matahari.

Dan yang akhir-akhir ni yang paling teruk!
(SCROLL DI BAWAH)..

10. Isetan.
Sebuah pasaraya yg terkemuka di seluruh duniawi. Terdapat di sekitar Lembah Klang, Singapore, Beijing &.....
Kebaikan : Memberi potongan harga pada Karnival jualan.
Keburukan : Melalaikan manusia bershopping sehingga lupa waktu sembahyang dan lupe yg lakinya dah tunggu kat kereta.
Pesanan : Shopping tu agak2 sikit, jangan sampai berlebih2an pulak. Membazir itulah sebenarnya amalan Syaitan.

11. Hindusetan
Nie mereka2 yg menonton criter hindustan, sampai masuk waktu sembahyang,maseh menyonggol depan tv.....kapala keluar tanduk, tak sedar.......jadi lah hindusetan !!!

12. Santan
Yang ini name je makanan ( berguna sedikit untuk masak kari dan masak lemak.) Ha..tapi tak tau..banyak santan ni naik arr kolesterol pastu dpt penyakit kronik seperti darah tinggi dan sakit jantung....

*Semua nukilan di atas adalah ehsan daripada Nik Azlina bt Ayub.

Upside Down

2007-02-14T02:23:00.000+08:00

First of all, great news.

Bismillahir Rahmanir Rahiim.

MechE Club website version 2 is up!

http://www.mecheclub.com

Yes, today, I was inspired by a friend's post that describes the hardship we're going through during this very year of our study! 4th year...huh!

http://butthaffly.blogspot.com

...and so I intend to write a post on a similar subject...but later. Now I'm busy mcm Neraka!!!

Bahasa-ly English or Englishly Bahasa?

2007-01-28T00:47:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone! Saturday was so boring.....are you bored? I've once read a post from this one blog. It says that if you're bored, then try to pick your nose or korek pusat..kakakaka!

This morning, (actually it was noon huahua!) I woke up in bed realizing it was Saturday, and immediately thought of how should I spend the day. Exactly after lunch, I decided to watch a movie which was directly downloaded from DC++ to my desktop the night before. It was a local movie production-comedy genre to mention. And one of the characters in the film is a Malay Film Producer-apparently a female- who has a habit of communicating in funny English.

What tickles me is that this character uses English words which are directly translated from Bahasa. Haha! (Saying this doesn't mean my English is perfect ye...). And among the words are listed down there. Try to guess the exact meaning of each quote in Bahasa..It can be very tough though...Huahua!

"...I'm sure it can hit box-office, I insurance you..."

"...I corner suddenly-suddenly, I see a big dog in the top of the road. I shocking, I press-press my brake, my brake cannot eat..."

"...Then my car broke down. But next tomorrow day, Tan Sri borrow his car..." <---This is the toughest part to understand the exact meaning!

"...many people can come cinema can watch can laugh kahkahkah!..."

"...I go throw small water..."

"...Somehow she wants to call Nicholas to act in the film, this badness!.."

"...she has no spirit National..."

"...Malaysia got many actor, looking good talent good..."

"...you come here I never ask, better more you behave yourself or no you go home! Don't late my time!..."

"...you are new, you must learn to maintain your cool, understanding?..."

and that are just some of the many hilarious dialogues in the film. Well, what's my point telling you all these? Nothing specific actually, I simply wan't to share them with you hoping that they may somehow cheer you up in case you're really in moody state right now. At least there is something good coming out of this post huh?

p/s: Do you know what will happen after tonight? Khyril of our national football team will be a laughing-stock to Singaporean fans, and even worse, he'll be an easy target for the raging fans of the entire nation. Try not to fail next time could you?

I am 21 going on 20..buleh ka?

2007-01-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

Hye everyone!...it has been weeks since my last post. I'm back in campus, checked the exam result and even better (or worse) I've turned 21 ! Haha (or sob sob instead?) I'm getting older and the ugly part is, I try to pretend that I'm not...( I'm really good at having a professed appearance, at least as long as my anatomy can covers my age..Huahua!) <----to my fellows taking medical course, am I using 'anatomy' term the correct way? Heh..

Having said that, I've come accross Diha's page at blogdrive and read some of her posts. Then I went on reading others' blogs who are apparently Diha's coursemates, and some other friends.

Bright medical students. Struggling their way out in Russian Federation. And to my surprise most of them (the blogs) are in Bahasa. But that's not the point, because what really getting my attention was the fact that most of them are prone to Islamic-words of wisdom-kind of post.. It's good to see they're like that. Contrariwise with most of us studying locally, many of M'sian (Malay) students stdying overseas choose to profoundly involve in Islamic social events, classes, or even-high profile-religious activities. I guess when you're in foreign land, you tend to appreciate your culture and your religion more than you ever did.

Now that I'm 21, I can legally enter Zouk (<---baru ckp psl Religion obedience aih..) however I prefer not to..ye ke nih? huhu. Instead, I'm looking forward to register my name to have the eligibility to vote in the next election..Ngahaha! Vote, one thing the students abroad could not do, ..Huhu...Eh, ke boleh aaa? Krg undi pos bole ke? I believe they couldn't do so... (~_')

Well, my age and my exam cgpa are just another figures...So do I really care on getting older or worrying about my cgpa?.........HELL YES! Everyone's hoping for a better tomorrow, and I'm too hoping for a best ending!

Meche Week 2007 !

Logo Meche Week yg aku design..nice...(Angkat bakul sendre la kn? sape lg?)

Tentatively scheduled to be starting from 28th of Feb till 4th March, Meche Week is another so called fun event organized by Meche Club. Hip Hip Hooray!

So, ape yg ade? Nanti lah aku bgtau krg in the next post.

Ok before that, I'd like to say
thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you and thank youuuuuuu
to ALL Meche Club dedicated committees ( or should I say friends?)

Thank You Hicom
Azlia
Asma
Chaong
Har
Ati

Thank You Executive Committee
Sapu & Magh
Dede & Kak Nor
Syapit & Safwan Hanis
Rosyan & So
Jebon & Dee
Jess & Bob

Thank you Committee
Committee No. 1

Committee No. 52
(Ramai sgt, heh!)

Thank you for your Hard Work for the last 6 months, and keep working hard for the remaining 6 months.
Thank you for your endless commitment, passion and patience. I appreciate every single drop of sweat you produced in Meche Club (melampau la plak ayat..kakaka!)

Through these amazing tough periods, I enjoyed working with you guys, and got to know every one of you more. We've brought laughters, and sometimes we shed tears. Looking at the bright side, they've all brought us closer and everone is now more matured ( I cn see it in each one of you ) Just tinggal beberapa bulan je lg, pstu boleh la tgglkn legacy yg kite boleh banggakan kpd adik2..Huahua!

Gambatte everyone....

A plan called off

2007-01-10T04:20:00.000+08:00

Aih..(<---asyik mengeluh je ) today I got up at 7 am and drove Eli to her office. It was my turn to have the car..hehe..Primarily because I was supposed to meet Azlia somewhere in Bangi to have Meche Week's detail discussed. Unfortunately she was called by her mother to help her out to do some printings, leaving me sitting dumbfounded at home, thinking of where I should go with the car...And suddenly arul & cepek fortunately dropped by and we decided to have lunch (nasi berlauk plan asal) at Bangi Utama but ended up eating Hawaian Chicken and another pizza of some kind at Pizza Hut...huahua! It was my treat...Aih..Eli could have used the car for more important matter at work..Should you read this post Eli, I'd like to say sorry la..tak dapek den nolong eh... I don't know whether is it just me, or is it indeed Meche Club being cursed of having plans that would eventually be called off? Aih...

Short but Happy.

2007-01-09T01:38:00.000+08:00

I got flu, and I hate it, in fact I hate it so much that I put it under my list of the 'Top 10 things I hate the most', heh! Having running nose, I'm not going to let it interfere my routine, without hell of a fight. My secret weapon; Panadol Active-Fast...A weapon of mass destruction- as far as my fisiology is concern. Well, today I had a chance to chat with my best buddy, recalling how boring it was; the 2007 nu yr celebration without his presence..Aih, it seems most of my colleagues who used to hang out with me (during holidays) had gone to their way getting educated..hehehe..I lost most of them to the learning institutions abroad..Hopefully they'll get what do they after for..and get themselves home as soon as possible. Gudluck to Wan, and everybody else studying abroad!

Now my buddy has signed out, he's busy for sure, well it was short but I am rather happy.

So Long 2006 Welcome 2007!

2007-01-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

I've started this nu yr with nothing much in planning. Hmm today is 7th January, a little too late for a nu yr post! Ahaha..Last night I watched the mega officiating ceremony of the 'Eye On Malaysia' Ferris Wheel live on the telly. It is told that it was built with the experties from the Sweden's, Deutch's, and Germany's Engineers combined. But I'm not impressed with the size. Comparing the Eye On London in UK and another similar one in Japan, the size of 'Eye On Malaysia' is relatively too small. With both of the ferris wheels having the diameter of more than 100 metres, the latter seems very humble with only 60 metres in size. ...Aih..with the mega launching, and mega crowd, it should have had a mega size as well. If it were planned during the highly-ambitious-Dr. M- reign, the Eye On Malaysia could have been bigger.

Eye On Malaysia or on KL only?

The 6th tallest bulding structure in UK: London Eye (notice that the structure is being supported from one side only, interesting huh?)

Osaka Ferris Wheel (on the top left corner)

Well, as for nu yr, life goes on as usual. Nu yr resolutions? Pretty much the same as last yr. Hmm..the nu semester would be very tough with incoming ETP, the internship resume etc, and one club to be handled. Aih...Urusan Dunia smpai Kiamat pun x kan habis...

It's 3:30 am

2006-12-25T03:38:00.000+08:00

It's almost 3:45 am..but the title says 15 minutes earlier...so tht will make it about 10 minutes of time taken typing from the title to this very fist sentence of today's post! Ahahaha...But then you can check the time of the post at the bottom of the last sentence of my entire post. That will give you the time at which I've completed this whole post. My eyes are heavy, I wanna sleep, but only after I design my sis's header for her blog. Aihhh..I still couldn't believe tht my mum actually browses through my blog from her office whenever her boss isn't around...Perhaps I should mind my language in my next post... Wanna sleep...O ya, today I've learnt something reaaaally gooooooood and hopefully it sticks to my mind. Thnx mum!

Minggu Penuh Dengan Skrin!!

2006-12-18T02:05:00.000+08:00

Minggu lepas, lps je balik dr Langkawi, KaKlong ajak aku pgi tgk wyg. Minggu sblm tu, since ade adik sepupu
aku yg plg nakal-Camelia ngn Amin- tidur kt umah, aku bawak bdk2 ni jenjalan tgk wayang. Last2, bile Kaklong
and smer org dpt tau, smer pun nk ikut..Nasib baik duit tiket masing-masing, ngehehe..Bwk diorg tgk citer
Happy Feet . Bagi aku, mmg best la..walaupun Syapit ngan Jedi kata tgk kartun kt wyg membazir, bg aku
citer2 kartun ni la yg plg berbaloi skalik (tp citer kartun yg aku rase best2 je la) Kalau nk tau, wktu cter Borat
kuar, trus dpt no 1 kutipan box-office, pastu bile cter ape ntah kuar, cter tu plak trus jd no 1. Pastu bile
Casino Royale kuar, die kalahkan yg lg dua2 filem tu. Last2 bile Happy Feet kuar je, trus kalahkan tiga-
tiga..Ahahaha!! Kutipan tertinggi antara tiga-tiga tu..Aku yg mule2 igtkn saje nk bawak dua org budak kecik tu
jenjalan tgk wayang trus aku plak yg jd lebey excited bile tgk cter tu ngehehe..Ye la, tgk je la macam mane
anak penguin yg kecik-kecik, pstu plak jln terhenggek-henggek (btolka bahasa aku?) Mmg la ko jd teruja-uja
sbb comel..huhu.

Bg aku citer Happy Feet ni 2nd best la after Monster
Inc.

Pastu lepaih blk frm Langkawi, KaKlong ajak lg pgi tgk
wayang cter Melayu tajuk Cinta. Mak ikut skali. Mmg aku
dh agak dh, KaKlong yg cpt emosional tu menagis-nagis
tgk cter tu. Aku, walaupun aku rase sedey gak, x nangis
aa.. since I was trying to keep my cool Ahahaha!! (aku
sedey kt part adik-beradik tu ja) Tp dialog-dialog yg die
pkai agk menarik la jgak. Antaranye

"..Org yg kite plg syg lah yg plg susah utk disayang.."

"..A little girl taught me that love means letting go.."

(Aku x jiwang eh, just quoting..ngehehe)
Klw krg usha website die agak menarik la..terutamanya part flash mmg canggih-manggih>>

http://www.cintathemovie.com/. Skrng ni mmg trend filem Malaysia buat official website utk movie memasing. Mmg ade perkembangan la..Cbe try yg ni gak, filem Melayu gak, seram meram, http://www.dukunthemovie.com/ .

Ok, pastu, lps tgk citer Cinta tu, KaKngah plak ajak tgk wyg cter Eragon.

Another film adapted frm a best selling book (actually buku yg

bersambung-sambung cm Harry Potter), cter ni bg aku bole la..Knape

'bole la' je? Maybe it's becoz of the fact that I've come accross better

movies like LOTR trilogy, watching Eragon didn't impress me

much..Blame Peter Jackson ngehehe! But over all ok la..

O ye, klw sesape yg dh tgk cter ni, cbe recall part hero kejar awek die lps dh habis perang tu. Kan ade satu

scene wktu tu Hero ngn Naga die landing pastu Naga tu angkat kaki depan die sambil berdiri dgn dua kaki

belakang (mcm kuda slalu buat). Aku rase gaya dlm scene tu macho gle lalu membuatkn aku pikir "..Kalau aku

ade naga pstu buat pose cm dlm cter ni..fuh!lamak..sure macho gle..ngehehehe.." Aku nk cr gmba dlm scene

tu, tp x jumpe2. Xpe la, klw nnti aku kutip kt mane2 nnti aku post kt sini. Best nye klw naga wujud, tmbh plak

klw btol kt M'sia ni ade Dragon Rider team up ngn PDRM menjaga keamanan negara. Fuih! Sure nye aku

Am I Being Paranoid? (Well you be the judge)

2006-12-05T01:43:00.000+08:00

It's not something I recently found, neither it is something new to me you or anybody else in the context of Malaysian especially to my own 'sawo matang' race. I believe most of us have been receiving many kinds of forwarded messages, a kind of reminder message I can say, and mostly the messages are closely related to one's religion. Like what I have over here, got it from a friend of mine. And roughly it reads,

".. SEKARANG NIE KRISTIAN SEDANG AKTIF DI SBN..19 ORANG PADERI MELAYU YANG BARU TIBA DARI SINGAPURA BERADA DI SINI SEKARANG.MEREKA MENGGUNAKAN SIHIR.BERHATI-HATI DENGAN JENAMA (AIR MINERAL) :- 1. ALBARAKAH 2. AL-MANSOR 3. AL-BISTARI P/SAMA ADA DIPEROLEHI SECARA PERCUMA @DIBELI.. SEMUA AIR-AIR INI TELAH DICAMPUR DENGAN â€œHOLY WATERâ€ TOLONG SEBARKAN MESSAGE INI KEPADA SEMUA UMAT ISLAM /SAHABAT/SAHABIAH &DLL. SESUNGGUHNYA KITA TAK TERMAMPU MEMEGANG SENJATA UNTUK MENEGAKKAN AGAMA (ISLAM),AKAN TAPI KITA BOLEH LAKUKAN DENGAN SEND MESSAGE NIE... SEMOGA JASA BAIK INI DIRAHMATI ALLAH INSYALLAH..."

(I hope anyone who is reading this, have the best state of mind, matured enough to treat my post as what a normal civilized adult would do)

Right, so, I read the message, and well understood. And since I am a Muslim, I have no choice but to comment on this matter as a healthy-minded Muslim. Well, as you read the message once, it is quite convincing (and I still think it is )...But after you go through the message, word by word, one may have some doubts, and you'll start to play the 'what-if' game.

What if the message was a hoax?
What if the message was created by a Non-Muslim who wished to see the ppl to boycott those brands whose owners are actually Muslims?
What if the message was created by a Muslim who hates the other Muslim?
What if the message was from a neighbouring country with the intention of sparking the hates among us?
What if the message is indeed true and the sender is a Muslim who's just trying to remind the rest of the Muslims?

You see, I can list down the 'what-if' possibilities all day long, and we'll never get to the right conclusion as to which possibility is true.

Whichever it is, we Muslims (or Moslems as they say elsewhere) have our own guide on how to react to this kind of situation.

I'd like to apologize beforehand for not giving you the exact quote from the Qur'an, however the translation of the quote ROUGHLY READS:

You Shall Not Receive Any Information Unless You Verify it yourselves. God has given you the eyes, ears, the brain, and all the senses ...(and the verse continues)

So, It has been made clear to us that, unless you get to know the matter right, don't simply believe what ppl told you...

Anyone who'd be glad to help us verify the message? =)

The Camera or The Pictures? (Which one costs you more?)

2006-12-04T12:44:00.000+08:00

Ahaaa~ Finally, the holiday I've been waiting for..I left behind my hostel room with much relief..
I'm at home, and unless my family have any plan in stored for this holiday, I'm pretty much 'terperap' at home. Ahaha..Nevermind, at least I've my time to rest and laze around..

So last weekend, all my siblings were at home, except for my poor little sister who's stucked at Kedah struggling for the coming exam..Huahua..! Ok, back to my point. Since we were all at home, I asked KakNgah for the pictures she had taken during the last Eid Mubarak. (She is the only person in the family who had a digital camera, OLYMPUS to name it, and it costs her for nearly RM2000..)

Having perhaps to post the pictures in my friendster account, I asked her,

"Kakngah, have you uploaded all pictures to your notebook? You see, If you don't have time to e-mail them to us then just bring the camera and I'll upload them here at home.."

and she replied

"Erk...aa...well, emm..I lost the camera...(while 'tersengih')"

"You what?!!"

"Yeah, lost it during this annual dinner. I think I misplaced it somewhere. It could have been the toilet..I think"

"And the pictures...?"

"They are all in the memory card. I haven't uploaded them anywhere...They're gone too.."

"Sigh..."

And you should see her face that time...Pity her for the camera..She barely recognizes the functions of the camera..Haii...While knowing the camera was costly, it adds to the sense of ..aihhh...

But, it's okay, because I know my sister can afford to buy another one..That would be no problem to her..

The pictures? There were pictures of me having breakfast together with my father after the Morning Prayer, there were pictures of my other siblings smiling with my mother, everone with their new 'baju raya', there were pictures of the whole family preparing to 'balik kampung'...and there were all pictures taken during the four days of celebration..Now they are gone..

Huhu..~ So sad..aihh...

And this event have drawn me to the Mastercard Ads they usually play it on the TV.

OLYMPUS Digital Camera = RM 1800

Additional memory card = RM 120

Spare battery = RM 175

External battery charger = RM 65

Pictures of the family taken during Eid Celebration.....PRICELESS!

There are something in this world that money can't buy, for everything else, there's KakNgah!

Ahahaha..

A farewell missed

2006-11-26T20:21:00.000+08:00

A farewell missed.

We said good-bye with so much left to say
We knew inside we'd find another way
We're not the same as when we first began
The time and place we almost left behind
They will never be as they were before.

A farewell missed.

When I said it was not all me
You gave me the silence treatment
Are you still mad that I gave up long before you did?
of course you are
of course you are
Are you still mad I tried to mold you into who I wanted you to be?
of course you are
of course you are

Now that you were gone
While I was not there
A farewell missed.

I lost something to my own blindly fueled rage
But It was not all me
It's not all my fault
I may remind you, but I won't take it all on

I'm sorry to myself
For treating me worse than I would anybody else.
For blaming myself for your unhappiness
And for denying myself to somehow make us compatible
And I'm sorry to myself.
My apologies begin here before everybody else.
I'm sorry to myself.
For treating me worse than I would anybody else.
And for trying to fit a rectangle into a ball

Well, I wonder which crime is the biggest ?
Forgetting you or forgetting myself...

Now that I'm free
And I can go on with my life
And things will never be the same again.

Top 10 things I hate the most

2006-11-25T21:12:00.000+08:00

1 Packing
2 Unpacking
3 Last minute study
4 Flu
5
6
7

(I will come back to this later!)

What is your reason?

2006-11-25T14:47:00.000+08:00

What is your reason you wake up each day?

What is your reason going to the class as early as 8 o'clock in the morning?

What is your reason you study so hard that you hardly have sufficient sleep?

What is your reason being happy all the time?...and being sad of course.

What is your reason that you're willing to sacrifice most of your time?

What is your reason that you don't care spending some of your money?

What is your reason you sleep everynight?

What is your only reason you do what you're doing right now?

Well, for me, I have my own reason.

One reason.

The only reason I've figured out.

Of all the ups and downs and everything that is in between.

The only reason.

What is yours?

Doin' the Undone

2006-11-24T04:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, marked another sad achievement in my life-I did poor in Mechanics of Machines,MOM paper-eventhough my claim doesn't come with the marking, but ppl say you cn always guess ur marks based on what you'd done during the exam and I found that to be true most of the time. So, later after the exam, my fella and I ( who both happen to have obtained low course work marks for this subject) decided to complete the 2nd assignment and submit it while knowing the due date for courseworks correction was over. We couldn't help to loose 7.5% marks of the overall courseworks marks...imagine 1 assignment contributes 7.5% of the overall marks. That is nearly same as 15 marks in our final exam of 100 total marks! And it was not on purpose that we didn't submit the assignment in the first place. Yeah, you know, as the Malay saying goes " Melayu Mudah Lupa" and "Manusia itu pelupa" we are able to forgive ourselves on this event..Ahahaha! Okay, right at this moment, we're doing the undone eventhough the final exam for this subject is over. However, of all the critics on the subject, there is one thing I appreciate out of this course-that is cam designing. It is great to find yourself able to design a CAM at the end of the semester...CAM, a genius solution in automotive engines in the early days..but now ppl are forced to utilize smart engine which is equipped with circuit and microprocessor as alternative for CAM. Nevermind though..I'm still glad to have had the knowledge of the CAM designing, which is the first step towards engine designing..Ahahaha..Or is it? Okay..kamon kamon siapkan assignment...!! Hopefully Mr Faruq still accepts late submissions..Amin~

TOUGHEST WEEK YET

2006-11-24T02:26:00.000+08:00

(PIC: Lecturer's solution to our given assignment of Heat Transfer ..Purposely prepared for the Finals..They do this all the time to help us..Thnx to them, at least we could pass the course. Huahua!)

Thursday, being another tough day in my llife as starting from last week, till yet next week, are UTP's final exam weeks......Blurghh...I couldn't sigh more. For the first time in my life, at this point, I feel like I need a Holiday. A meaningful one..I mean in sense of relaxing myself. Yearning for a small chalet, set near a beach, (I'm having prob pronouncing beach as 'bitch'..Huahua!) and I wouldn't take the effort to walk along the beach and enjoy the scenery whatsoever...I would laze on the comfy bed instead...I imagine my self smelling the Holiday scents which you usually find on the hotel's bed sheet, towels, and in the bath tub..Ahahaha! Nk balik nk balik...!!

EVERYTHING IS FALLING APART

2006-08-15T17:42:00.000+08:00

And so the Prince of the Mt Olympus carrying out his duty, while reminding himself that it's not a burden but a responsibility instead. But sometimes he feels like he wants to give everything up, and sometimes he feels the job is too huge for him but when he is reminded of the golden mine he would get at the end of his term, he would recharge himself with the high motivation driven by the reward and 1001 hidden best upshots. Now, he's struggling to fulfill the mision, slow but careful, his walk is, and he's still walking....

Starting a Blog

2006-08-13T15:52:00.000+08:00

And when everyone is busy updating his/her blog in FRIENDSTER account, I opt to start here instead. Hmm.. It just came to me all of a sudden the idea of creating a medium where I cn share almost anything I never thought I would..And this post is the first step towards a long series of tales I'm about to unfold.
There's a lot thing I need to catch up, since all these blog stuffs; template settings, html editings; are aliens to me. But I'm lucky since I hang out around those of high knwledge on these stuffs...Great! Looking forward to my next post! Until then, Study Smart and Play Hard!!

Knowledge VS Wisdom; I choose Wisdom.