God Damn Zionist

It was again a terrible time for Gaza.

It has been 6 decades and the cursed Zionist (read Israelis/Jews) won't stop from doing what they do best; Killing human race except of their own. It's no longer a secret that this sick and old 'I am holier than thou' dogma plays a major part in shaping the mind of those Israelis and thus leads to this unfortunate events. This belief is manifested into daily words and habits and thus the use of the word 'gentiles' has become common among the Jews and they are not ashame to say it to the Chrisitans and Moslems. And old habits die hard. The way Jews treat the Palestinians came as no surprise. But the forefathers of this so-called selected ppl argued tht everything they did; from the act of terror, to the closing of the borders; was merely to protect themselves.

I ask them; from what?

For giving up 80% of their land to allow Jew settlements, Palestinians were killed last night.

For having to endure over 60 years of pains and sufferings from the Zionist, Palestinians were denied from having access to tertiary education, denied from establishing regular prayers when they torn down the university and the mosque in the recent attack.

Sape yg kne protect skg nih?? Klw nk bunuh, bunuh je la askar2 hamas. Jgn la bunuh mak org, anak org. Dasar Yahudi Laknat!!

While we come to common term that it was Hamas who called off the gencatan senjata, and Israelis have all the right to call for retaliation, then again the degree of the counterattack can't be tolerated at any rate. How can you call tht a fair fight?

But to be honest, I don't blame Hamas for having launched the first attack. What do you expect? They are being oppressed and oppressed ppl obviously will be induced to such act.

If you don't agree with me, fine. But let's just set the record straight.

The price that Palestinians have to pay for solving the Jew problems in Europe 6 decades ago is by sacrificing their daughters, sons, mothers, grandmothers so that there'll be enough room for Jews to come into Palestine. There I said it. How does that sound to you? It's pretty messed up right?

And they (the Jews), these little community, keep coming back saying all they wanted to do is to protect themselves.

Now u see the problem with this Zionist? And all the Jews are wondering why the whole world is against them. Duh!

p/s: It was once said that Zionist will never get a piece of land that they can surely call "It's ours" until it is the last hours. Let's just wait and see....

http://www.palestinkini.info/

It's not Paranormal

The worldwide economic slump that is. It's official. The recession is here to stay...

It took me several months to figure this out, despite the countless news reports that have been circulating around the net, repeatedly broadcast on the telly and posted in the local press. And this global panic has been around since my concluding days back in UTP, but it didn't grab my attention then, partly because of the monthly allowance from my dearest sponsor (thanks PET for that), which by the way had paid for my extravagant expenses. For that reason, no surprise, it didn't affect me....at all.

But it was not until now that I realize I'm increasingly affected by this whole stuff.

Sure, the remaining bonded students are expecting the structured interview to be conducted in January, as informed. But I guess, judging from the situation that we're in now, people are getting worried. All over, people are telling me that they expect job placement in PET would be tough. And I'm telling you, it would.

It took me a great deal of work to dig into this whole thing; Already, PET is transfering ppl from upstream activites, which hold excessive staffs now, to the downstream operations, which to date, offer significant number of job placement. In other words, recruiting new talent isn't their main focus as far as the mngmnt is concerned. It looks like chances are slim to secure the post as an entry level engineer even. Plus with all the petchem plants that had suspended their production, it all adds to the sense of 'aih....'

I was even told by certain someone that they even restructured the performance evaluation among the staffs, again. They are going to rate 10% of the workers, which is a huge increase from previous one, as underperformed who will consequently be, you know, fired, if the staffs are not improving! Sounds like they want to reduce ppl in a very polite way..

And that is just the beginning. Should I remind you that I'm not speculating here ye. So, just cross your fingers and hope for the best. No one should be blamed for this. You know, like what they say, Shit happens. But if you're desperately seeking someone to be held responsible over the whole situation, you can just put the biggest blame on Bush and his greedy bankers. If you're wondering why, go figurelah.

Yes this great slump isn't something that we consider as paranormal, since we all know what happened, and it's not even mystical in nature, how the whole world has got into this big mess.

But there's one thing that is and forever will be classified as paranormal;

Alien.

I'm talking about aliens as in aliens from outer space. Not the aliens as in refugees or illegal immigrants ye.

We are normally being fed by aliens stories and fictions that give the impression they are indeed intelligent and wise being. Some are vicious and some are diplomatic in nature. But no one knows this;

Aliens are indecisive.

X percaye? Now imagine an alien came over the earth from nowhere. It met some humans and told them that it came to destroy earth since the alien's so-called intelligence dictated that human beings must be killed to restore earth to its initial state. And so the alien started to destroy the earth and already killing millions of ppl. The alien was half-way destroying the entire world when suddenly it decided to stop. All because the alien was made realized, by a 5-minute chit-chat with a professor it met days ago at some countryside residence, that it had wrongly judged human being. The end. That's pretty much it. What do you think if this is made into a film? I guess you must have guessed it right by now. Huhu..

It'll become The Day the Earth Stood Still

Movie yg plg x berbaloi aku tgk this year (<---pulangkan blk duit aku cess!!). Cter Bdk Kelantan pn lg bes. Seriously. Imagine, at first you kill ppl then you destroy buildings and all, and at one time you want to stop. Simply because you thought you made the wrong decision. wtf! It's like M'sia going to war against Singapore and killed all the innocent citizens there, while half way crushing S'pore, M'sia decided to stop since the govt just realized that the country that M'sia should fight against in the first place was Indonesia. Haha!! Kn cm bodo sgt. You killed the wrong people for the wrong reason. Aih...rugi RM 10 hengget aku.

Shoes with flying ability

Demit..

How I wish those shoes were equipped with state-of-the-art misile navigation system so they would've landed on target!

Demit!!!!

And so I guess this is goodbye...

All good things must come to an end and so must our great journey.

As we travel on through life, whatever be our goal, keep our eyes upon the donut and not upon the hole. Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal and needless to say goal is independent of size ranging from a branded wrist watch to a successful career.

Regardless, sooner or later we all will discover that the important moments in life are not the advertised ones, not the birthdays, the graduations, the weddings, not the great goals achieved. The real milestones are less prepossessing. They come to the door of memory unannounced, like stray dogs that amble in, sniff around a bit and simply never leave. Our lives are measured by these.

Thanks guys for the memories -sweet or painful-, for all the assignments and the quizzes utk tiru2. I am thankful for the empty gas tank to fill after every outing because it means I have been surrounded by friends. I'll treasure this short-but-meaningful friendship.

Personally to me, having friends like you guys is like pissing in my pants. Everyone can see it but only me can feel its warmth.

This goes to all January 04 batchmates too and to those who have been cheering up my undergraduate life for the past 5 wonderful (and struggling, of course) years. Housemates 2005-2007 & Housemates 2008 krg mmg rawk!!!

Sorry if I have been a jerk, a bad influence or a lame batchmate to you. Forgive me for my bad words, for being a terrible listener, for bringing such annoyance to the table, for being a troublemaker and in case if I had appeared to be so smug in any event.

Goodbyes are not forever though. Goodbyes are not the end. They simply means "I'll miss you" until we meet again. Heh.

Farewell ! God knows when we shall meet again eh?

p/s: Where's the "good" in goodbye anyway?

Of Random Things and Events

I was under constant pressure from some friends of mine, Hanip with the support of Jamil, when they insisted that I post an update entry on anything. And so I shall start with one thing;

Luck.

These past few days had been nothing but stressful...or eventful as ppl like to call it. I was extremely bz. And like any other bz person, I rushed things up to make sure I meet all those datelines. Last week especially, had been really demanding.

It is a common thought that when you rush things up, you tend to become reckless and eventually you make mistakes.

But that was not the case for me for the past few weeks.

First of, my Experimental work was surprisingly shortlisted to be in some design competition kt UTP nih. Gilo! That had kept me wondering all night how it was made possible. Seriously, regardless of what people think, I really feel I don't deserve to be nominated in the first place looking at how 'malas' I was to even tabulate the exp results. Nk siapkn poster, lg laa malas! I was definitely kelam kabut gle that week... plus with two tests, assignments and all...I was totaly in a mess.

To make things more bizarre, despite all these last minute works, my project was awarded gold. Haha..

If that was not 'Lucky', I don't know what was.

I don't know if it's 'bahasa-ly' correct, but I like to describe the whole thing mcm "Sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga"...but in a good way hehe.

By the way, judging merely from the effort that all FYP students had put into their projects, I really think the effort alone should be enough for all of us to be justified with some gold medals...X perlu la nk masuk2 pertandingan2 nih...Satu taun kot deal dgn project2 ni smer...

Whatever it is, just wanna thank Chai & SV terbaeekkk for they were the one who assisted me during the whole challenging course (Chai and I apparently share the same exp setup) and of course tq to everyone yg terlibat secara langsung atau tidak (ayat stended)

Moving on to another story, what started as a mockery between me and my roomate, had turned into a very tragic or rather cynical episode for me.

My roomie and I used to make fun and look down on this one company for having its employees leaving the place after the first few years of their employment. Thanks to the nature of work at this company that literally keeps them stressed from head to toe. (Utk dak meki, imagine you've got so many small arrows pointing inward and outward all over ur body all day long. That's how painful it is. Mcm arrow yg Pasricha ajar tu..kecik2 tp bnyk gilos.)

Then this week, with no proper preparation (despite how prepared I appeared to be to some ppl, trust me I was not!), I went for a job interview of that company just as a gesture of mockery. Say whatever you want but that was my initial intention of that whole interview. But as the interview progressed, I started to think I could have a future with this company... hmmm. Ironis gilos!

Again, with the help of Luck (I know, it was the help from God Al-Mighty all along), I managed to get through one stage after another...So I have a mixed feeling at the moment...Aku kompiusss!! Mcm incident ni backfire aku blk...aih...

It's funny how ironic life can be sometimes. I'm sure there were a lot of candidates at that time who had worked really hard and waited forever for this job interview but failed at one point. Unlike these people, a person like me who knew nothing about the company then, is just too lucky to be true huhuhu...Life is unfair huh?

You may call it rezeki, or maybe some might think "this has got to be some Istidraj of some sort" (<-- Hopefully not!! bala2) But I would rather call it luck. Dlm bahasa pasarnye, "Nasib je!!"

Ape-ape pun, sape2 yg dpt go through to the next round, congrats and gudluck to those yg bru nk g interview. All the best!!

I know we all had heard this shit countless of time before, but I need to stress this: Just be yourself. Sure, you have to impress other ppl during a job interview but don't do it to the extent that you have to make up something about you that isn't true...the people who's gonna interview us is not just some dumb people who we can play around with..and it's just not cool utk mereka-reka cerita palsu psl diri sendiri..

To sum it all up, klw rezeki kte tade kt satu tmpt ni, mungkin ade kt tmpt lain. Setiap org dilahirkan kt muke bumi ni dah ade peruntukan rezeki masing masing...that is selagi kte percaye Qada Qadar.

p/s: Harap Hanip and Jamil puas dgn post nih...Muahaha!! (Bdk2 nih dh bkak blog jugak...xde keja agaknye dak2 UTP nih hahaha!!)