Thursday, October 23, 2008

Of Random Things and Events


I was under constant pressure from some friends of mine, Hanip with the support of Jamil, when they insisted that I post an update entry on anything. And so I shall start with one thing;

Luck.

These past few days had been nothing but stressful...or eventful as ppl like to call it. I was extremely bz. And like any other bz person, I rushed things up to make sure I meet all those datelines. Last week especially, had been really demanding.

It is a common thought that when you rush things up, you tend to become reckless and eventually you make mistakes.

But that was not the case for me for the past few weeks.

First of, my Experimental work was surprisingly shortlisted to be in some design competition kt UTP nih. Gilo! That had kept me wondering all night how it was made possible. Seriously, regardless of what people think, I really feel I don't deserve to be nominated in the first place looking at how 'malas' I was to even tabulate the exp results. Nk siapkn poster, lg laa malas! I was definitely kelam kabut gle that week... plus with two tests, assignments and all...I was totaly in a mess.

To make things more bizarre, despite all these last minute works, my project was awarded gold. Haha..

If that was not 'Lucky', I don't know what was.

I don't know if it's 'bahasa-ly' correct, but I like to describe the whole thing mcm "Sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga"...but in a good way hehe.

By the way, judging merely from the effort that all FYP students had put into their projects, I really think the effort alone should be enough for all of us to be justified with some gold medals...X perlu la nk masuk2 pertandingan2 nih...Satu taun kot deal dgn project2 ni smer...

Whatever it is, just wanna thank Chai & SV terbaeekkk for they were the one who assisted me during the whole challenging course (Chai and I apparently share the same exp setup) and of course tq to everyone yg terlibat secara langsung atau tidak (ayat stended)

Moving on to another story, what started as a mockery between me and my roomate, had turned into a very tragic or rather cynical episode for me.

My roomie and I used to make fun and look down on this one company for having its employees leaving the place after the first few years of their employment. Thanks to the nature of work at this company that literally keeps them stressed from head to toe. (Utk dak meki, imagine you've got so many small arrows pointing inward and outward all over ur body all day long. That's how painful it is. Mcm arrow yg Pasricha ajar tu..kecik2 tp bnyk gilos.)

Then this week, with no proper preparation (despite how prepared I appeared to be to some ppl, trust me I was not!), I went for a job interview of that company just as a gesture of mockery. Say whatever you want but that was my initial intention of that whole interview. But as the interview progressed, I started to think I could have a future with this company... hmmm. Ironis gilos!

Again, with the help of Luck (I know, it was the help from God Al-Mighty all along), I managed to get through one stage after another...So I have a mixed feeling at the moment...Aku kompiusss!! Mcm incident ni backfire aku blk...aih...

It's funny how ironic life can be sometimes. I'm sure there were a lot of candidates at that time who had worked really hard and waited forever for this job interview but failed at one point. Unlike these people, a person like me who knew nothing about the company then, is just too lucky to be true huhuhu...Life is unfair huh?

You may call it rezeki, or maybe some might think "this has got to be some Istidraj of some sort" (<-- Hopefully not!! bala2) But I would rather call it luck. Dlm bahasa pasarnye, "Nasib je!!"

Ape-ape pun, sape2 yg dpt go through to the next round, congrats and gudluck to those yg bru nk g interview. All the best!!

I know we all had heard this shit countless of time before, but I need to stress this: Just be yourself. Sure, you have to impress other ppl during a job interview but don't do it to the extent that you have to make up something about you that isn't true...the people who's gonna interview us is not just some dumb people who we can play around with..and it's just not cool utk mereka-reka cerita palsu psl diri sendiri..

To sum it all up, klw rezeki kte tade kt satu tmpt ni, mungkin ade kt tmpt lain. Setiap org dilahirkan kt muke bumi ni dah ade peruntukan rezeki masing masing...that is selagi kte percaye Qada Qadar.

p/s: Harap Hanip and Jamil puas dgn post nih...Muahaha!! (Bdk2 nih dh bkak blog jugak...xde keja agaknye dak2 UTP nih hahaha!!)





Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Mak Moon has safely delivered her baby. Hooray!

Triumph in the war against lust during the last Ramadhan; It is an obvious cause for anyone who call himself a moslem to celebrate tomorrow.

It's Hari Raya! Yahooooooo!!


The festivity of Hari Raya is overly encouraged that Islam forbids any practicing follower from fasting on the 1st day of Raya just to make certain the participation of all in the celebration. Enjoy the celebration and nothing less.

And I will do just that. Hehehe


Okay mcm biase, aku nak mintak maap, mintak halalkan makan minum, hutang-piutang, tersalah usik, tersalah kate, tersalah fikir dan tersalah anggap to
  • Mak, Abah
  • Cikgu, Lecturer2, Ustaz dan Usatazah
  • Adik-beradik
  • Nenek Labu, Wan Ampangan,
  • Pakcik, Makcik
  • Sepupu, Dua Pupu
  • Warriors 9903
  • UTPians especially Jan04 comrades
  • Smer kenalan rapat/suke2
  • Have I left anyone out?
And most importantly, to all my sedare mare, pakcik makcik, cousin2 dan sebagainye:

Just to clear things up, I am still, without the slightest doubt, a legitimate PELAJAR...Hehe..


So harap2 x kompius. The last time you saw me in PET uniform or some office attire of some sort was during my internship period. Saye belum grad dan x kerja lagi. Tgk muke nih ha...muke student lg huhu...innocent dan naive.


So I would like to humbly request for my name to be put back in the Ang-Pow list ye....Muahahaha!!!!<---Aku memang muke x malu of the highest order..ahhh x kire!

SELAMAT HARI RAYE SEMUAAAA!!!

p/s: I'm struggling to clear my inbox to make room for incoming Hari Raye sms'es. Apparently I'm using cheap h/p without memory card whatsoever making replying sms'es a bit time consuming and incredibly slowww. I may not reply on the dot and you might get the wrong idea thinking of me being so smug. Please don't. (;

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

16 September was Yesterday


The date that was so frequently talked about, has now passed. And I'm so pissed off because of it. Tell me who's not. The long awaited event had
not been materialized after so many students had come down all the way from their rooms to the hall. Yes people, I'm talking about Final Year Graduation Briefing that should've gone off this afternoon. Aih....kecewa. Last time, the briefing for Petronas interview was also postponed at the very last minutes. Kesian to those who have other commitments like FYP and stuffs that they had to call them off just to make way for the briefing....

Anyway, speaking of a completely different subject that has no significant relation to the topic, I can't help myself from getting anxious about the whole tukar-kerajaan buzz. I don't care if DSAI managed to pull it off and form the gov't soon, or whenever, as long as he doesn't go messing with Tun M. Simply because I still want to have my graduation scroll handed over by our chancellor!!! Aih..(-_-;)

I find that a little bit selfish of me...but who cares? Everyone thinks highly of him and so do I.

Semoga Tun M panjang umur & sihat selalu. Amin...





Thursday, September 04, 2008

Luahan Perasaan x puas hati kt blog? Yup I do it at times. Mostly when I feel like to.


These posts are some of them. But never have I thought to use my blog to bitch around (Sorry, couldn't find appropriate synonyms for 'bitching' heh!) just to make myself happy like what this one fella did. So nak dijadikan cerita, I don't know how, but I suddenly came across a friend's blog. And I managed to read some of his posts. I enjoyed it until I came upon a post which made me somehow fuming.

(From this point onwards, I will refer this guy with 'His/He/Dia' in red colour mmkay)
Long story cut short, that entire post was about how he was pissed off because of my attitude towards this one incident. (Gladly, he didn't mention my name, as expected from any-luahan-perasaan-x-puas-hati-pnye post)

The incident was like this. It was the 1st day of Ramadhan and we (7+ ppl) went to the bazar Ramadhan dekat Bandar U. I left my kunci kereta dkt bilik. And so I tumpang his car. Bawak 2 kereta (His and Sapu's).

Sampai sane, we separated and beli makanan masing2...

After everything was settled, they went back to the car except for me who was still queuing to buy some food. And they waited long enough. And then Sapu called me when I was still waiting for my seemed-delicious-Kebab Daging. So I had to go back and canceled my order.

I rushed to the lot where they parked the cars ( somewhat disappointed because no kebab for that day!) and I saw Sapu's car, and his car.

Supposedly, I should've ridden on his car, but looking from the way the car was ready to speed back to the campus mcm roket nak berlepas (mcm x saba nak balik tu), I decided to ride on Sapu's car instead.

As soon as we got back to the campus, turun je daripada kereta Sapu, I headed straight to his car because apparently I left my student card there. Bile amik student card tu, this fella pun got out of his driving seat and unexpectedly feared me away with his furious question:

"Ko g mane td?!!", he fumingly enquired.

Aku yg terkejut nih langsung aa jd x okay. Frankly speaking, I saw this one coming from him. But NOT in an ENRAGING way!

Elok2 aku nak ckp sorry langsung aku reply balik dgn nada sinis + marah:

"Kalau ko nk balik awal sgt td, balik la dulu. Aku bole je naik sapu" <----This is the part where he was pissed off about.

And because of my enraging reply, he got very angry and thus luah perasaan kt blog la kn.

Haha..hello, ingat kamu je ke yang pissed off?

Nak ikut kan rase marah, sumeorang yg g Bazar hr tu marah. Mcm pergi menunaikan haji rasenye.
  • Berhimpit-himpit
  • tolak menolak
  • kaki kena pijak
  • beratur panjang + lameeeeee
  • tambah penat lagi
Dahla aku sampai satu gerai air nih nk beli soya bean (sbb nmpk air kaler putih) kne beratur panjang + lameeeee giler!! Alih2 sampai depan, tgk2 bukan air soya bean. Dekat label tupperwear tu tulis "Air Honey Dew" rupenye. Ya Allah, panas hati la aku waktu tu. Cume bulan puase kn, so x dizahirkan marah waktu tu. Sabar.

Last2, considering that I would be late, I went ahead to buy that honey dew. (Kempunan x pat soya bean~)
Pastu bile tgh bli kebab, Sapu called and I had to cancel the order and rushed back to the car. I never noticed his calls except for Sapu's. Klw die miscall je, memang x kan perasan la.

Kempunan lagi sekali x pat bli kebab.

So nk ikut rasa marah, sumer org pn marah. The other fellas who followed that day didn't get what they were craving for as well. So, basically, everyone pn marah.

But it's not A BIG of a DEAL for us, at least for me!!

I thought the whole thing was nothing less than a messy outing. I really thought it was not a big deal then. Seriously, on our way back to UTP, Sapu, Jedi, Meji and I even MADE FUN of the WHOLE situation.

  • We laughed berdekah-dekah on how the crowd was so fucking slow when they walked along the row of the stalls.
  • We laughed on how the Bazar was so ridiculously terrible at having variety of food selection
  • They laughed at me for having to wait forever just to figure out that the drink I was about to buy was not the drink I was looking for.
  • We laughed basically on everything that had gotten us into that somewhat dreadful situation all the way back to UTP
Sme dlm kete sapu hr tu happy on the way back walaupun ade rase marah sket psl x pat bli makanan idaman.

Then suddenly came this guy throwing his-not-so-pleasant-tone-question to me.

And he wondered why I replied with such awful remarks?

Haha. Dah orang tetibe nk marah, aku reply nada marah gak aa. Sape suruh

And he expected me to say 'Sorry' after that kind of tone? What? Did he think I owe myself to him?

In his post he said he was furious because waktu berbuka da nk dekat. So die marah sbb aku lambat so melambatkan die utk berbuke puase.

Duh! Habis tu, ingat aku ni x nak berbuke awal jgak ke? Ingat aku saje-saje lepak-lepak kt Bazar tu borak-borak dgn PakCik Kebab tanye "Bisnes okay PakCik?" ke? Ingat aku saje jalan-jalan kt Bazar tu nak cari kenalan baru bdak-bdak UiTM so boleh add kt facebook ke?

Ingat aku xde niat nk bukak awal jgak ke?

Silap la. Patutnye hr tu aku bawak keta sendre.

Ye la, ble menumpang ni dikatekan menyusahkan org lain (walaupun tade niat). And he said

"..Bukan la aku nk ngunkit die nek kete aku ke ape.."

Seriously mate, the whole post you have there on ur blog is about mengungkit. Kalau serius die x kisah tumpangkan aku, tade nye nak tunjuk mcm "Dah lambat gile nih". Kereta tu mcm roket nak berlepas. Da ready kt bibir simpang tu nak pecut balik nih! Vroom! vroom!

Kalau ikhlas, he won't have to raise his voice nk tnye aku asl lambat. Tanye cam biase sudey. Ni gaya bertanye tu seolah-olah aku hutang segala masa die yg terbuang sbb tunggu aku. Seolah-olah "kne bayar gantirugi masa die yg terbuang tggu aku nih. Klw nk tumpang buat care tumpang!" Seolah-olah I owe everything to him because I happened to tumpang him that day.

Mcm x ikhlas la kn. If that's not mengungkit, I don't know what is.

"Seolah-olah" ye. No exaggeration. Hehe..

Nih last2. In that post, he added:

"Bukan la aku nk ngunkit die nek kete aku ke ape, kete die pon lagi gempak drpd kete aku, tp sbb aku marah so aku tanye la die. Xkn tanye pon xleh kot?"

Boleh...Boleh tanye. Tadehal. Ble aku naik keta Sapu tu, die pn tanye bnde yg same gak. Tp aku xde emo2 pun. Sbb die tnye care rilek. He didn't confront me as if I owe everything to him? Get what I mean? Xdela. Maksud aku die xdela tanye marah-marah mcm:

"Nih asal lambat nih!!! Tak reti bahasa ke!! Orang nak bukak puase ni tau x!! Lambat sial!!! Menyusahkan je!!!!"

"Mcm" ye. No exaggeration. Hehe...

Anyhoo, sumer bende ni tade pape sebenarnye.

Like what he mentioned:

"Tp besela dlm berkawan, mesti ade masenye akan berkonflik, aku x kate aku selalu betol, tp for this one time aku sgt kecewa ngan attitude die nih. tp stakat tu jela, x dendam pon, cume next time kene lebey beringat. Mamat nih biasenye ok jer, kitorang kawan da lame, had a lot of fun together, mebe skali nih aku terase ngan perbuatan die."

Kesimpulannye, I don't give a crap about the whole situation until I stumbled upon his post tu la. Saje je aku post entry nih. Saje nk reply post die psl bnde nih. Kasik bakar sket!! Muahahaha!

Aku pn x dendam. Sekadar meluah perasaan <---euuwwww!!


p/s: Klaka kot this whole entry. Silly argument over Bazar Ramadhan? What a loser I am!!




Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Sbab ade orang sponsor $20


barula aku x berat hati nk pergi. Tapi memang aku secara metafora terbaring atas katil hospital tanpa kudrat dan bergantung harap kepada life support unit yang membantu jantung aku untuk terus berdenyut lemah.

Dengan harapan aku dapat bertahan sampai hjung minggu ni...


Skoler tak masuk lagi aduh sakit perut x makan lagi~ (Tak pernah PET lambat macam nih aih...).

Kepada penderma berhati mulia, terima kasih. Aku harap RM20 tu ko sedekah dan bukan pinjamkan kt aku. (Penuh harapan nih.)


so jom BBQ buat kali terakhirnya. (Utk bulan ni la.Maybe after final ade lg...private pnye hehehe)

Mata aimasho