God Damn Zionist

It was again a terrible time for Gaza.

It has been 6 decades and the cursed Zionist (read Israelis/Jews) won't stop from doing what they do best; Killing human race except of their own. It's no longer a secret that this sick and old 'I am holier than thou' dogma plays a major part in shaping the mind of those Israelis and thus leads to this unfortunate events. This belief is manifested into daily words and habits and thus the use of the word 'gentiles' has become common among the Jews and they are not ashame to say it to the Chrisitans and Moslems. And old habits die hard. The way Jews treat the Palestinians came as no surprise. But the forefathers of this so-called selected ppl argued tht everything they did; from the act of terror, to the closing of the borders; was merely to protect themselves.

I ask them; from what?

For giving up 80% of their land to allow Jew settlements, Palestinians were killed last night.

For having to endure over 60 years of pains and sufferings from the Zionist, Palestinians were denied from having access to tertiary education, denied from establishing regular prayers when they torn down the university and the mosque in the recent attack.

Sape yg kne protect skg nih?? Klw nk bunuh, bunuh je la askar2 hamas. Jgn la bunuh mak org, anak org. Dasar Yahudi Laknat!!

While we come to common term that it was Hamas who called off the gencatan senjata, and Israelis have all the right to call for retaliation, then again the degree of the counterattack can't be tolerated at any rate. How can you call tht a fair fight?

But to be honest, I don't blame Hamas for having launched the first attack. What do you expect? They are being oppressed and oppressed ppl obviously will be induced to such act.

If you don't agree with me, fine. But let's just set the record straight.

The price that Palestinians have to pay for solving the Jew problems in Europe 6 decades ago is by sacrificing their daughters, sons, mothers, grandmothers so that there'll be enough room for Jews to come into Palestine. There I said it. How does that sound to you? It's pretty messed up right?

And they (the Jews), these little community, keep coming back saying all they wanted to do is to protect themselves.

Now u see the problem with this Zionist? And all the Jews are wondering why the whole world is against them. Duh!

p/s: It was once said that Zionist will never get a piece of land that they can surely call "It's ours" until it is the last hours. Let's just wait and see....

http://www.palestinkini.info/

It's not Paranormal

The worldwide economic slump that is. It's official. The recession is here to stay...

It took me several months to figure this out, despite the countless news reports that have been circulating around the net, repeatedly broadcast on the telly and posted in the local press. And this global panic has been around since my concluding days back in UTP, but it didn't grab my attention then, partly because of the monthly allowance from my dearest sponsor (thanks PET for that), which by the way had paid for my extravagant expenses. For that reason, no surprise, it didn't affect me....at all.

But it was not until now that I realize I'm increasingly affected by this whole stuff.

Sure, the remaining bonded students are expecting the structured interview to be conducted in January, as informed. But I guess, judging from the situation that we're in now, people are getting worried. All over, people are telling me that they expect job placement in PET would be tough. And I'm telling you, it would.

It took me a great deal of work to dig into this whole thing; Already, PET is transfering ppl from upstream activites, which hold excessive staffs now, to the downstream operations, which to date, offer significant number of job placement. In other words, recruiting new talent isn't their main focus as far as the mngmnt is concerned. It looks like chances are slim to secure the post as an entry level engineer even. Plus with all the petchem plants that had suspended their production, it all adds to the sense of 'aih....'

I was even told by certain someone that they even restructured the performance evaluation among the staffs, again. They are going to rate 10% of the workers, which is a huge increase from previous one, as underperformed who will consequently be, you know, fired, if the staffs are not improving! Sounds like they want to reduce ppl in a very polite way..

And that is just the beginning. Should I remind you that I'm not speculating here ye. So, just cross your fingers and hope for the best. No one should be blamed for this. You know, like what they say, Shit happens. But if you're desperately seeking someone to be held responsible over the whole situation, you can just put the biggest blame on Bush and his greedy bankers. If you're wondering why, go figurelah.

Yes this great slump isn't something that we consider as paranormal, since we all know what happened, and it's not even mystical in nature, how the whole world has got into this big mess.

But there's one thing that is and forever will be classified as paranormal;

Alien.

I'm talking about aliens as in aliens from outer space. Not the aliens as in refugees or illegal immigrants ye.

We are normally being fed by aliens stories and fictions that give the impression they are indeed intelligent and wise being. Some are vicious and some are diplomatic in nature. But no one knows this;

Aliens are indecisive.

X percaye? Now imagine an alien came over the earth from nowhere. It met some humans and told them that it came to destroy earth since the alien's so-called intelligence dictated that human beings must be killed to restore earth to its initial state. And so the alien started to destroy the earth and already killing millions of ppl. The alien was half-way destroying the entire world when suddenly it decided to stop. All because the alien was made realized, by a 5-minute chit-chat with a professor it met days ago at some countryside residence, that it had wrongly judged human being. The end. That's pretty much it. What do you think if this is made into a film? I guess you must have guessed it right by now. Huhu..

It'll become The Day the Earth Stood Still

Movie yg plg x berbaloi aku tgk this year (<---pulangkan blk duit aku cess!!). Cter Bdk Kelantan pn lg bes. Seriously. Imagine, at first you kill ppl then you destroy buildings and all, and at one time you want to stop. Simply because you thought you made the wrong decision. wtf! It's like M'sia going to war against Singapore and killed all the innocent citizens there, while half way crushing S'pore, M'sia decided to stop since the govt just realized that the country that M'sia should fight against in the first place was Indonesia. Haha!! Kn cm bodo sgt. You killed the wrong people for the wrong reason. Aih...rugi RM 10 hengget aku.

Shoes with flying ability

Demit..

How I wish those shoes were equipped with state-of-the-art misile navigation system so they would've landed on target!

Demit!!!!

And so I guess this is goodbye...

All good things must come to an end and so must our great journey.

As we travel on through life, whatever be our goal, keep our eyes upon the donut and not upon the hole. Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal and needless to say goal is independent of size ranging from a branded wrist watch to a successful career.

Regardless, sooner or later we all will discover that the important moments in life are not the advertised ones, not the birthdays, the graduations, the weddings, not the great goals achieved. The real milestones are less prepossessing. They come to the door of memory unannounced, like stray dogs that amble in, sniff around a bit and simply never leave. Our lives are measured by these.

Thanks guys for the memories -sweet or painful-, for all the assignments and the quizzes utk tiru2. I am thankful for the empty gas tank to fill after every outing because it means I have been surrounded by friends. I'll treasure this short-but-meaningful friendship.

Personally to me, having friends like you guys is like pissing in my pants. Everyone can see it but only me can feel its warmth.

This goes to all January 04 batchmates too and to those who have been cheering up my undergraduate life for the past 5 wonderful (and struggling, of course) years. Housemates 2005-2007 & Housemates 2008 krg mmg rawk!!!

Sorry if I have been a jerk, a bad influence or a lame batchmate to you. Forgive me for my bad words, for being a terrible listener, for bringing such annoyance to the table, for being a troublemaker and in case if I had appeared to be so smug in any event.

Goodbyes are not forever though. Goodbyes are not the end. They simply means "I'll miss you" until we meet again. Heh.

Farewell ! God knows when we shall meet again eh?

p/s: Where's the "good" in goodbye anyway?

Of Random Things and Events

I was under constant pressure from some friends of mine, Hanip with the support of Jamil, when they insisted that I post an update entry on anything. And so I shall start with one thing;

Luck.

These past few days had been nothing but stressful...or eventful as ppl like to call it. I was extremely bz. And like any other bz person, I rushed things up to make sure I meet all those datelines. Last week especially, had been really demanding.

It is a common thought that when you rush things up, you tend to become reckless and eventually you make mistakes.

But that was not the case for me for the past few weeks.

First of, my Experimental work was surprisingly shortlisted to be in some design competition kt UTP nih. Gilo! That had kept me wondering all night how it was made possible. Seriously, regardless of what people think, I really feel I don't deserve to be nominated in the first place looking at how 'malas' I was to even tabulate the exp results. Nk siapkn poster, lg laa malas! I was definitely kelam kabut gle that week... plus with two tests, assignments and all...I was totaly in a mess.

To make things more bizarre, despite all these last minute works, my project was awarded gold. Haha..

If that was not 'Lucky', I don't know what was.

I don't know if it's 'bahasa-ly' correct, but I like to describe the whole thing mcm "Sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga"...but in a good way hehe.

By the way, judging merely from the effort that all FYP students had put into their projects, I really think the effort alone should be enough for all of us to be justified with some gold medals...X perlu la nk masuk2 pertandingan2 nih...Satu taun kot deal dgn project2 ni smer...

Whatever it is, just wanna thank Chai & SV terbaeekkk for they were the one who assisted me during the whole challenging course (Chai and I apparently share the same exp setup) and of course tq to everyone yg terlibat secara langsung atau tidak (ayat stended)

Moving on to another story, what started as a mockery between me and my roomate, had turned into a very tragic or rather cynical episode for me.

My roomie and I used to make fun and look down on this one company for having its employees leaving the place after the first few years of their employment. Thanks to the nature of work at this company that literally keeps them stressed from head to toe. (Utk dak meki, imagine you've got so many small arrows pointing inward and outward all over ur body all day long. That's how painful it is. Mcm arrow yg Pasricha ajar tu..kecik2 tp bnyk gilos.)

Then this week, with no proper preparation (despite how prepared I appeared to be to some ppl, trust me I was not!), I went for a job interview of that company just as a gesture of mockery. Say whatever you want but that was my initial intention of that whole interview. But as the interview progressed, I started to think I could have a future with this company... hmmm. Ironis gilos!

Again, with the help of Luck (I know, it was the help from God Al-Mighty all along), I managed to get through one stage after another...So I have a mixed feeling at the moment...Aku kompiusss!! Mcm incident ni backfire aku blk...aih...

It's funny how ironic life can be sometimes. I'm sure there were a lot of candidates at that time who had worked really hard and waited forever for this job interview but failed at one point. Unlike these people, a person like me who knew nothing about the company then, is just too lucky to be true huhuhu...Life is unfair huh?

You may call it rezeki, or maybe some might think "this has got to be some Istidraj of some sort" (<-- Hopefully not!! bala2) But I would rather call it luck. Dlm bahasa pasarnye, "Nasib je!!"

Ape-ape pun, sape2 yg dpt go through to the next round, congrats and gudluck to those yg bru nk g interview. All the best!!

I know we all had heard this shit countless of time before, but I need to stress this: Just be yourself. Sure, you have to impress other ppl during a job interview but don't do it to the extent that you have to make up something about you that isn't true...the people who's gonna interview us is not just some dumb people who we can play around with..and it's just not cool utk mereka-reka cerita palsu psl diri sendiri..

To sum it all up, klw rezeki kte tade kt satu tmpt ni, mungkin ade kt tmpt lain. Setiap org dilahirkan kt muke bumi ni dah ade peruntukan rezeki masing masing...that is selagi kte percaye Qada Qadar.

p/s: Harap Hanip and Jamil puas dgn post nih...Muahaha!! (Bdk2 nih dh bkak blog jugak...xde keja agaknye dak2 UTP nih hahaha!!)

Mak Moon has safely delivered her baby. Hooray!

Triumph in the war against lust during the last Ramadhan; It is an obvious cause for anyone who call himself a moslem to celebrate tomorrow.

It's Hari Raya! Yahooooooo!!

The festivity of Hari Raya is overly encouraged that Islam forbids any practicing follower from fasting on the 1st day of Raya just to make certain the participation of all in the celebration. Enjoy the celebration and nothing less.

And I will do just that. Hehehe

Okay mcm biase, aku nak mintak maap, mintak halalkan makan minum, hutang-piutang, tersalah usik, tersalah kate, tersalah fikir dan tersalah anggap to

• Mak, Abah
• Cikgu, Lecturer2, Ustaz dan Usatazah
  
• Adik-beradik
  
• Nenek Labu, Wan Ampangan,
  
• Pakcik, Makcik
• Sepupu, Dua Pupu
• Warriors 9903
• UTPians especially Jan04 comrades
• Smer kenalan rapat/suke2
• Have I left anyone out?
  

And most importantly, to all my sedare mare, pakcik makcik, cousin2 dan sebagainye:

Just to clear things up, I am still, without the slightest doubt, a legitimate PELAJAR...Hehe..

So harap2 x kompius. The last time you saw me in PET uniform or some office attire of some sort was during my internship period. Saye belum grad dan x kerja lagi. Tgk muke nih ha...muke student lg huhu...innocent dan naive.

So I would like to humbly request for my name to be put back in the Ang-Pow list ye....Muahahaha!!!!<---Aku memang muke x malu of the highest order..ahhh x kire!

SELAMAT HARI RAYE SEMUAAAA!!!

p/s: I'm struggling to clear my inbox to make room for incoming Hari Raye sms'es. Apparently I'm using cheap h/p without memory card whatsoever making replying sms'es a bit time consuming and incredibly slowww. I may not reply on the dot and you might get the wrong idea thinking of me being so smug. Please don't. (;

16 September was Yesterday

The date that was so frequently talked about, has now passed. And I'm so pissed off because of it. Tell me who's not. The long awaited event had not been materialized after so many students had come down all the way from their rooms to the hall. Yes people, I'm talking about Final Year Graduation Briefing that should've gone off this afternoon. Aih....kecewa. Last time, the briefing for Petronas interview was also postponed at the very last minutes. Kesian to those who have other commitments like FYP and stuffs that they had to call them off just to make way for the briefing....

Anyway, speaking of a completely different subject that has no significant relation to the topic, I can't help myself from getting anxious about the whole tukar-kerajaan buzz. I don't care if DSAI managed to pull it off and form the gov't soon, or whenever, as long as he doesn't go messing with Tun M. Simply because I still want to have my graduation scroll handed over by our chancellor!!! Aih..(-_-;)

I find that a little bit selfish of me...but who cares? Everyone thinks highly of him and so do I.

Semoga Tun M panjang umur & sihat selalu. Amin...

Luahan Perasaan x puas hati kt blog? Yup I do it at times. Mostly when I feel like to.

These posts are some of them. But never have I thought to use my blog to bitch around (Sorry, couldn't find appropriate synonyms for 'bitching' heh!) just to make myself happy like what this one fella did. So nak dijadikan cerita, I don't know how, but I suddenly came across a friend's blog. And I managed to read some of his posts. I enjoyed it until I came upon a post which made me somehow fuming.

(From this point onwards, I will refer this guy with 'His/He/Dia' in red colour mmkay)

Long story cut short, that entire post was about how he was pissed off because of my attitude towards this one incident. (Gladly, he didn't mention my name, as expected from any-luahan-perasaan-x-puas-hati-pnye post)

The incident was like this. It was the 1st day of Ramadhan and we (7+ ppl) went to the bazar Ramadhan dekat Bandar U. I left my kunci kereta dkt bilik. And so I tumpang his car. Bawak 2 kereta (His and Sapu's).

Sampai sane, we separated and beli makanan masing2...

After everything was settled, they went back to the car except for me who was still queuing to buy some food. And they waited long enough. And then Sapu called me when I was still waiting for my seemed-delicious-Kebab Daging. So I had to go back and canceled my order.

I rushed to the lot where they parked the cars ( somewhat disappointed because no kebab for that day!) and I saw Sapu's car, and his car.

Supposedly, I should've ridden on his car, but looking from the way the car was ready to speed back to the campus mcm roket nak berlepas (mcm x saba nak balik tu), I decided to ride on Sapu's car instead.

As soon as we got back to the campus, turun je daripada kereta Sapu, I headed straight to his car because apparently I left my student card there. Bile amik student card tu, this fella pun got out of his driving seat and unexpectedly feared me away with his furious question:

"Ko g mane td?!!", he fumingly enquired.

Aku yg terkejut nih langsung aa jd x okay. Frankly speaking, I saw this one coming from him. But NOT in an ENRAGING way!

Elok2 aku nak ckp sorry langsung aku reply balik dgn nada sinis + marah:

"Kalau ko nk balik awal sgt td, balik la dulu. Aku bole je naik sapu" <----This is the part where he was pissed off about.

And because of my enraging reply, he got very angry and thus luah perasaan kt blog la kn.

Haha..hello, ingat kamu je ke yang pissed off?

Nak ikut kan rase marah, sumeorang yg g Bazar hr tu marah. Mcm pergi menunaikan haji rasenye.

• Berhimpit-himpit
• tolak menolak
• kaki kena pijak
• beratur panjang + lameeeeee
  
• tambah penat lagi

Dahla aku sampai satu gerai air nih nk beli soya bean (sbb nmpk air kaler putih) kne beratur panjang + lameeeee giler!! Alih2 sampai depan, tgk2 bukan air soya bean. Dekat label tupperwear tu tulis "Air Honey Dew" rupenye. Ya Allah, panas hati la aku waktu tu. Cume bulan puase kn, so x dizahirkan marah waktu tu. Sabar.

Last2, considering that I would be late, I went ahead to buy that honey dew. (Kempunan x pat soya bean~)

Pastu bile tgh bli kebab, Sapu called and I had to cancel the order and rushed back to the car. I never noticed his calls except for Sapu's. Klw die miscall je, memang x kan perasan la.

Kempunan lagi sekali x pat bli kebab.

So nk ikut rasa marah, sumer org pn marah. The other fellas who followed that day didn't get what they were craving for as well. So, basically, everyone pn marah.

But it's not A BIG of a DEAL for us, at least for me!!

I thought the whole thing was nothing less than a messy outing. I really thought it was not a big deal then. Seriously, on our way back to UTP, Sapu, Jedi, Meji and I even MADE FUN of the WHOLE situation.

• We laughed berdekah-dekah on how the crowd was so fucking slow when they walked along the row of the stalls.
  
• We laughed on how the Bazar was so ridiculously terrible at having variety of food selection
• They laughed at me for having to wait forever just to figure out that the drink I was about to buy was not the drink I was looking for.
• We laughed basically on everything that had gotten us into that somewhat dreadful situation all the way back to UTP

Sme dlm kete sapu hr tu happy on the way back walaupun ade rase marah sket psl x pat bli makanan idaman.

Then suddenly came this guy throwing his-not-so-pleasant-tone-question to me.

And he wondered why I replied with such awful remarks?

Haha. Dah orang tetibe nk marah, aku reply nada marah gak aa. Sape suruh

And he expected me to say 'Sorry' after that kind of tone? What? Did he think I owe myself to him?

In his post he said he was furious because waktu berbuka da nk dekat. So die marah sbb aku lambat so melambatkan die utk berbuke puase.

Duh! Habis tu, ingat aku ni x nak berbuke awal jgak ke? Ingat aku saje-saje lepak-lepak kt Bazar tu borak-borak dgn PakCik Kebab tanye "Bisnes okay PakCik?" ke? Ingat aku saje jalan-jalan kt Bazar tu nak cari kenalan baru bdak-bdak UiTM so boleh add kt facebook ke?

Ingat aku xde niat nk bukak awal jgak ke?

Silap la. Patutnye hr tu aku bawak keta sendre.

Ye la, ble menumpang ni dikatekan menyusahkan org lain (walaupun tade niat). And he said

"..Bukan la aku nk ngunkit die nek kete aku ke ape.."

Seriously mate, the whole post you have there on ur blog is about mengungkit. Kalau serius die x kisah tumpangkan aku, tade nye nak tunjuk mcm "Dah lambat gile nih". Kereta tu mcm roket nak berlepas. Da ready kt bibir simpang tu nak pecut balik nih! Vroom! vroom!

Kalau ikhlas, he won't have to raise his voice nk tnye aku asl lambat. Tanye cam biase sudey. Ni gaya bertanye tu seolah-olah aku hutang segala masa die yg terbuang sbb tunggu aku. Seolah-olah "kne bayar gantirugi masa die yg terbuang tggu aku nih. Klw nk tumpang buat care tumpang!" Seolah-olah I owe everything to him because I happened to tumpang him that day.

Mcm x ikhlas la kn. If that's not mengungkit, I don't know what is.

"Seolah-olah" ye. No exaggeration. Hehe..

Nih last2. In that post, he added:

"Bukan la aku nk ngunkit die nek kete aku ke ape, kete die pon lagi gempak drpd kete aku, tp sbb aku marah so aku tanye la die. Xkn tanye pon xleh kot?"

Boleh...Boleh tanye. Tadehal. Ble aku naik keta Sapu tu, die pn tanye bnde yg same gak. Tp aku xde emo2 pun. Sbb die tnye care rilek. He didn't confront me as if I owe everything to him? Get what I mean? Xdela. Maksud aku die xdela tanye marah-marah mcm:

"Nih asal lambat nih!!! Tak reti bahasa ke!! Orang nak bukak puase ni tau x!! Lambat sial!!! Menyusahkan je!!!!"

"Mcm" ye. No exaggeration. Hehe...

Anyhoo, sumer bende ni tade pape sebenarnye.

Like what he mentioned:

"Tp besela dlm berkawan, mesti ade masenye akan berkonflik, aku x kate aku selalu betol, tp for this one time aku sgt kecewa ngan attitude die nih. tp stakat tu jela, x dendam pon, cume next time kene lebey beringat. Mamat nih biasenye ok jer, kitorang kawan da lame, had a lot of fun together, mebe skali nih aku terase ngan perbuatan die."

Kesimpulannye, I don't give a crap about the whole situation until I stumbled upon his post tu la. Saje je aku post entry nih. Saje nk reply post die psl bnde nih. Kasik bakar sket!! Muahahaha!

Aku pn x dendam. Sekadar meluah perasaan <---euuwwww!!

p/s: Klaka kot this whole entry. Silly argument over Bazar Ramadhan? What a loser I am!!

Sbab ade orang sponsor $20

barula aku x berat hati nk pergi. Tapi memang aku secara metafora terbaring atas katil hospital tanpa kudrat dan bergantung harap kepada life support unit yang membantu jantung aku untuk terus berdenyut lemah.

Dengan harapan aku dapat bertahan sampai hjung minggu ni...

Skoler tak masuk lagi aduh sakit perut x makan lagi~ (Tak pernah PET lambat macam nih aih...).

Kepada penderma berhati mulia, terima kasih. Aku harap RM20 tu ko sedekah dan bukan pinjamkan kt aku. (Penuh harapan nih.)

so jom BBQ buat kali terakhirnya. (Utk bulan ni la.Maybe after final ade lg...private pnye hehehe)

Mata aimasho

Yup, there were times you wish you should've just flipped them off

with your middle finger, but thought they were just not worth it then. It can be very upsetting when you've been misunderstood for the wrong reason.

Just when you think they're cool and stuffs, they turn out to be the exact opposite.

People are awfully quick to judge...aih.

Maybe it's because I like to judge people too all this while. Karma really got me this time.

Well, that's fair I guess.

It's fine to be a jerk once in a while. But when you are 22, it's time to move on and embrace adult behaviour as people like to call it. It suits ur age and ur hairy parts wherever they are underneath ur clothes..

Grow up as how our janggut and misai do.

So, be chill people. Don't be a jerk. Stop making fudge about other people.

p/s: Sekadar meminjam tagline Papa C.J,

"I can screw you in more ways than you can count"

though I'm not from the land of the Kamasutra =)

Kau orang tidak cool. Boo!

Anwar's latest sodomy case is a shocker

but nothing is more shocking than the news I've just received. I was told to leave for UTP earlier than I anticipated all down to my Final Year Project. Blurghhhh! I cannot heave a sigh more...

Last time I checked, there have not been a single semester of my undergraduate studies in which I spent the entire semester break completely at home! Bole jd gile!

It's happening again. This time, the effect is thousand times worse than the previous ones.

During these remaining days at home, everytime I think of my FYP, suddenly I find all the lame channels in astro like Asian Food Channel, TVIQ, Disney Playhouse, etc are so engaging and entertaining Hahaha! (to show you guys how boring my FYP is...aih..)

Once I'm in the campus, there's no way I'm going back home for there won't be any spare time especially during the final semester. I can foresee how miserable life could be in the coming months....Hmm...

Kejap.

This is not what I intended to say in the first place.

As a response to saudara Man and saudari Aishah (thanks to both of you guys for being frequent visitors by the way (; <---Ye ke frequent? Hehe), I have to come up with an update.

First of, I have been traveling with my childhood fellas (emer, arul, cepek, arin) to few places as part of rancangan menghabiskan duit (and indeed this month I'm financially broke, and emotionally broke too-mainly due to FYP) for the past one month.

Then, I have too...aa...tak tau la nak update ape sbnrnye...

If I were to blog on current politic scenes, I'm not chedet and therefore I'll pass. I could talk on Euro 08 but it had long been concluded (and I'm not Shebby) and so I'll pass. I can talk rubbish (and that's what you're reading right now XD) but that would degrade the reputation of this blog, and therefore finally, I've decided to do something that I should have done long before this entry.

I owe Sedari Ain Nadia a big reply-post lebey kuang hehehe..She tagged me before and it took me .................emm.....like......2 months or so (die tag aku May 19...hr ni July 19..:P) to respond heh! Sori la ain, tak pernah buat tag2 nih. Bnyk amik mase nk belajar. Nih baru faham camne nk buat. (i know, agak2 aa alasan kn. kill me..)

But before anything, I have to applaud her for having a great deal of determination, patience and passion to keep her blog updated so frequent like it's nobody's business! Dewi! Dewi! (akin to Dewa! Dewa! ; sambil buat aksi sembah separuh tangan) <---kne la bodek..

Okeh.

Jom jalankan tanggungjawab tag anda.

It's the 7s..

Facts about me.
Can I just sum it all up by the way? You do the numbering. Hmm..okeh, me. I don't know about other ppl around me, but I personally would like to believe that I'm average on all sides. I mean, I'm akin to what Americans have with their 'average Joes'. I can be extremely peramah to the extent that I become annoying to some ppl. Especially to those who refuse to be in close proximity (by the way if I have bad breath just tell me straight to my face mmkaay?). So please advise whenever necessary (when I start to annoy you guys when I'm out there lah okay?) I can become selfish depending on situation so don't be my friend. Go away. Main jauh jauh. To masuk syurga is of course everybody's dream and it's a hell of a job I can say that. Staying in a circle of good people can certainly be a lot of help! So friends, help me become a better person I beg you. There's a lot more I can describe about myself but out of fear of seeing the ugly side of me from the outsiders POV, I leave the rest for you to add...in your own words but keep them to yourself thank you.

Valuable things for me.

Can ppl be considered as 'things' in this case? Nevermind, let's list the things i see as valuable. Hmm...my mobile phone, laptop, desktop, mp3 walkman, wrist watch, aku pnye JanSport bag (I know, nmpk skema when I bring it all around) sneakers, Darth Vader mask complete set, okeh cukup 7. Wait, just for the record, klw 'things' termasuk orang, they would obviously be my family, friends and family. And friends too...and family of course. And yeah, including my extended family...Korang smer ade harga di sisi aku!!!!


Enjoyable things for me.

Laa...malasnye nk jwb soklan nih. Emm..Sufficient for me to say anything that I achieve pleasure out of it (Lain mcm je bunyi...shoot! Haha! Please, help yourself not to be mislead! Haha..) I mean they can be anything or any activity that you do then you get pleasure out of doing it. Got it? Nevermind. Forget it. (Psst..Having said that, u know, a married couple can answer this far better than any of us. hehe ...XD)



First time in my life

Is this question legitimate by the way? Which 'first time' part of my life should I reveal here? Should they be the lawful ones or should I include all the 'first time' that were seen as non ethical by many? There were so many 'first time' moments in my life. I don't know which weighs more than the others. Is this question a trick? This is my first time to come across such a question. I choose not to answer. Anyway, the first time I took my own crap without any adult supervision is when I was 4...maybe younger. Or was it? I cannot get a hold of the memories whatsoever of my childhood life at 3 yrs old and below. My brain is weak..



Things that make me sad

Seeing dead people (or witnessing people slowly dying) <---more to scary rather than sad eh? Insaf2. To see people/member takde duit nak makan. I will be sad when I am left out from the crowd. Sad to see the Palestinians' sufferings. But honestly, it's difficult for me to be sad. Great things happen now and then. I'm a happy guy (so far) They say life's too short to be wasted on sad things.



Habis!! Yes! Haha..Langsai jgak utang. Oh.. I wish not to tag anyone. (Wish to tag all names yg ade kt 'bloggers list' tp aku fhm 'rajin' is not their best friend + fyp + intern and stuffs, so.....okeh..)

p/s: This is not a post on Malaysia's politic. Tajuk hanye hiasan semata-mata. Sori..

Einstein hadn't studied Gossip.

The notions E, m and c in the famous equation E=mc2, made popular by the also famous Einstein, bring different definitions and meanings. c2 in the equation is actually a factor to convert units of mass, m into units of energy, E. Alone, the notion c is actually the speed of light in vacuum.

I'm not a physician

So, I'm not going to enlighten you with this knotty theory which frankly-up to this day- keep me puzzling. On the surface, yes I do understand, but to really (I'm stressing REALLY) comprehend what did Einstein mean by those 3 letters is another inexplicable story.

But let us talk about c. Has a value of 299,792,458 m/s, this alphabet has gained its reputation when no object in this world (and quite possibly no object in existence) can move with that kind of speed. That's the general view as far as all big hair scientists are concerned.

But lately, I found one thing to differ from this.

One thing that exists in much disagreement with the fact-no object travels faster than the speed of light.

One thing that is pretty much exposed to us all.

Gossip.

Not only it travels faster than the sunlight, remarkably enough it can move in circular motion too. Thus, the word circulate. Some people opt other words. Spread, go around, et cetera.

To some extent, it can cause you harm as much as the sunlight would.

Of lately, I've been harmed by Gossip. I'm not hurt. I'm laughing my ass off. I'm entertained. It just did me harm in the form of abundant attention and unnecessary interest.

Oh, these days, guys like to gossip as fairly as girls do. Guys however are less affected by gossip. As long as it doesn't breed 'umpatan' which finally will culminate into Fitnah. Oh, have you guys seen the film Fitna? That film sucks big time. You know, it's easy to take some pictures and versus and try to make people think they have connection to religion. That was what that stupid Wilderwhateverhisnameis trying to do. Ignorant people. Okay, da kluar tajuk.

Gossip will always be around. As long as it tickles the interests of the interested people who feels the subject is interesting enough to be gossip-ing about. What defines gossip anyway? Is saying good about oneself considered as gossip? Again, how do you define good? If I'm saying "She's filthy rich and spoiled" would it be considered as gossip? Because by my standard, being rich and spoiled is a good thing. At least for me lah hehehe (I'm not rich nor spoiled thanks!)

I mean when you're rich, and and your family spoils (translated as "provides") you with enough financial, material, or emotional support, you are actually in a good position to become a better person right? (Provided that all the supports are justified for your own use, and how you manipulate them for your own betterment lah of course).

Anyway, by whichever standard you use to define gossip, one thing for sure, Einstein had not considered Gossip when he was developing out the mass-energy equivalence theory for if he had, the equation would have appeared more or less like E=mGossip2. Gossip, does travel faster than the speed of light.

Indeed, Einstein hadn't studied Gossip.

p/s: Aku mangsa gossip. ('. ' )?

Karpal Singh Oh Karpal Singh!

I know I had mentioned not to expect any new post anytime soon, but whatever it is, I have to write this. I just have to.

Karpal oh Karpal. I don't know why he just had to go over the borderline. Why oh why? Tell me you did not belittle the Sultan of Perak and The Agong on purpose. Seriously, because if you did, I'm sure my people, in no time, will label you with names you might not want to hear.

Sure, I agreed when he commented "We are not living in the Feudal Era" but with all due respect we're still LIVING IN MALAYSIA. We're still living in a country where King and Sultans are being upheld as the highest authority. We're still living in a country where King and Sultans are respected and seen as sacred by many.

Culturally, my people are attached to them more than they are to any prominent political leader in this country. I don't know about Karpal, but personally, I'm willing to stand behind the Agong more than any of the leader despite the fact that I have never met or talked to the Agong directly. I'm sorry for Karpal if he feels otherwise.

Looking back to the history, this country was founded on the strength of the institution of the Sultans. Our founding fathers especially the late Tunku Abdul Rahman fought hard to ensure that the right and the power of the Sultans were not challenged before we gained independence. The only reason for Dato' Onn Jaffar and other Malay nationalist opposed the formation of Malayan Union was to safeguard the positions of the Sultans. At that time our founding fathers knew that when the position of the Sultans was being threatened, the custom and the religion of Malaya would be undermined as well. And in case we don't remember, vast majority of Malays were against the evil tactics employed by Mac Michael in dealing with Sultans. If all of these were not signs of how the people defended their Sultans, I don't know what were. And then suddenly came this guy named Karpal Singh who obviously does not give a thought on how much our founding fathers had struggled to protect the institution of the Sultans by arrogantly belittled our Sultan and of course The Agong.

I'm pretty mad to hear nasty reports on how some individuals demeaned our Sultans especially when it comes to Agong. It shows how these individuals have not become accustomed to the tradition and culture of this nation despite all the years they spent living in this nation. So it is quite ironic when the same individuals claim they are good nationalists of this Constitutional Monarchy nation when they actually have little idea (not to mention, little respect too) how influential Agong and Sultans are among many of the people.

As the Malay saying goes :

"..Terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata badan binasa.."

Yes indeed he is responsible for his words. He can claim he didn't mean to insult the Agong, but mind you, to me, and quite possibly to everyone else, he appeared as if he did mean it. And there's nothing else he could do to undo this. He can say whatever he wants and he can deny as much as he could (He's a lawyer cum politician after all, what do you expect?). We'll never forget this biadap manner nevertheless.

If they want to take legal action due to his account, I would support it, for if they won't, it would allow others to make the same-Karpal unwise-remarks. It's like Domino Effect. If you allow one people to do it, soon the rest would follow suit. Of course, it's good to allow people to practice the freedom of speech, but tell me, to what extent?

I don't have to wait for any political party be it PAS, UMNO or PKR to defend our Agong. And they don't have to, because you know what, I just did!

p/s:
Darn it. I should be studying for my finals right now instead of this! Haha! Tp x boleh tahan, jari2 aku ni gatal sgt nk luahkan bnde nih. I just have to blog this. Hehe..I was writing this post when I recalled the lyrics in our National Anthem "Rahmat Bahagia, Tuhan Kurniakan, Raja kita, Selamat Bertakhta!" And so indeed our Raja memang Selamat Bertakhta dari Zaman Parameswara sampai la ke hari ni (Wow! Nk dekat 1000 tahun dh rasenye usia institusi beraja kite. Bangga2! )

DAULAT TUANKU !

Just so you know.

I'm officially

for the time being.
(11-24 May 2008)

So

Don't expect to see any new post anytime soon.

[This is a hidden message] : I'm currently listening to Timbaland's Miscommunication and Natasha Beddingfield's Pocketful of Sunshine. If you can read this, immediately sms me or pm me in MiRC / YM. Sape2 yg cpt aku blanje makan Western kt V3. Chicken Black Pepper atau ape2 je la...Hahaha! Sah utk dak2 UTP je la..Hehehe..[End of message]


Final Exam is finally here and I'm out of time..!! Haha so much from a final year student. Aih...

Finaly Year Student yang Selekeh.

Mane taknye. Ni dah kali yang ke-7 aku tersempak dgn t**k terapung dalam jamban rumah (kt hostel) nih. Lepas dh buang ayak besar takkan tak reti nk flush weyh?! Kalau t**k tu same colour ngn air jamban (kalau transparent maksud aku) okay la jgak, tade sape notice, tapi dh memang fitrah najis berwarna bright (but not glittering hehe) nak tak nak mesti ternampak punye...aih.

Walaupun aku pernah tunjuk gamba tengah korek gigi (klw sape yg pernah tgk la), tp tadelah se selekeh orang yang buang ayak besar x flush kn?

Aku ingat kalau kucing pun pandai cover najis diorg dgn pasir/tanah supaya taknak bagi orang lain nmpak. Kucing pun tau malu. Nih nak kate budak kecik, masing-masing dh final year. "Siswa" lagi. Klaka2. Balik-balik aku jgak yg kene flush. Tak kesahla tu. Dapat pahala free ape? ( sbb menolong orang lain; tolong pam najis orang that is. hehe! <--knape perlu gembira? Spttnye bengang la kn?).

Can anyone, who happens to read this, help me understand why such behaviour (referring to -dropping bombs without the courtesy flush- attitude) is being practiced?

Aku faham kalau insan bertuah ni ikan emas. Ade short term memory. So maybe terlupe nk flush sbb terlupe yang die prnah buang ayak besar. Logik la jugak. (Aku rase krg smer dh tau, tp utk sesape yg x tau, ikan emas boleh simpan memori untuk 3 saat je. Gile lampi..). Tapi memang bukan ikan emas dh nih...nih dh mcm anak emas sampai najis sendiri nak suruh orang lain yang tolong pamkan. Aih...

Walaupun sampai sekarang tak dapat dikenalpasti sape pelawak (maybe die igt bnde2 cmni kelakar) nih, aku doakan supaye Tuhan bagi die petunjuk supaya lps nih die pandai menguruskan sisa-sisa buangan diri sendiri (Wastewater management kate bdk2 Civil). Dh 7 kali beb! Kalo sekali dua takpe. Nih kalo dh berkali-kali, mestila melekat kt memori. Sampai terbawak-bawak ke cafe bile nk mkn je terigt bnde nih...ah sudah..!

p/s: To Chuna and Mena. Aku dlm process nk add link blog krg. Sedang mencari gamba...(ape kaitan dgn topik post? hehe)

p/s2: Yang nih pun xde kaitan. Kpd sesape yg tertanye2, sebenarnye aku terpaksa tukar setting utk comment kpd 'comment moderation' mode sbb hr tu there was one retarded guy who inserted links which apparently were spywares. So your comments will be published anyway. Jadi truskan komen anda (klw sudi laaa..).

The joke of the decade....

Sumpah diorg mmg kelakar.

How do they define 'naizzz' I wonder...Hmm...

Seriously speaking, I have absolutely no idea which part of me that is naizzz......baikkah? aku kah Baik? Are you freaking kidding me? Hahaha....! How in the world they see me as the 'right' fella (or 'guy' as printed on the certificate) to carry such honor(or joke I may say)....aih...? Tapelah tu...

It's not that I'm making a big deal out of it, but...rase mcm bersalah (perasaan bersalah yg krg slalu rase bile hilangkan barang member yg krg pinjam-walaupun bole bayar balik tp x dpt puaskn hati member sbb diorg nk brg yg dipinjam. bkn duit...)

But I like it anyway and soon put it up on the notice board in my room...heh! Penghargaan katenye...

And there went apez bluntly commenting right after he saw it,

"How could they be soooooo blind! "

and I went,

" Muahahahahahahaha! "

Nak buat cmne, aku x bersalah....

And I recall how sapu was being more critical towards this-unbelievable (at least to me and the rest of my fellas yg rapat2nih)-but-true-event. Maybe sapu antara org yg aku slalu get along with sbb tu die menembak terus,

" Siap-siap pik (syapik, another surprised friend, apparently being sapu's room8), balik nih kito tunjuk belako bukti-bukti bg komiti tgk semula deh! "

and again I went,

" Muahahahahahahaha! "

There's nothing much I could do except to agree on what kind of person the rest of my fellow Jan04 mates perceived me to be...Kekekeke! (Hmm...I think they're right....or aren't they?)

Ape-ape pun, krg (smer yg memangkah dan yg memilih) memang BEST!!!!! Thank you!

p/s: Looks certainly can be deceiving. In my case however, that would not be necessarily true. I am what I am (as 'correctly' perceived by those who know me lah) hahahaha! Maybe krg patut syorkan Undi Tidak Percaya utk aku..anyone? XD

p/s2: I know this might sound flirty and stuff, but I really think I should've taken a picture with our lovely Ms Nice girl that night. Heh!